ZIERRY FOURTEEN

and i feel like saying something

2009-07-04T23:50:00.003+08:00

I feel like saying something.......

Sometimes I wonder how it is going to be like in future.
Sometimes I wonder how it is like to be a grown adult taking control of a family.
Sometimes I wonder how it is like to be earning for myself and feeding my own family.
Sometimes I wonder how it is like to wake up with my wife beside me.
Sometimes I wonder how it is like to see my children running around the backyard with my wife cutting vegetables in my own home.
Sometimes I wonder how it is like to see everyone around me smiling.
Sometimes I wonder how it is like to be so happy throughout the year.
Sometimes I wonder how it is like to be victorious in every single time we compete.
Sometimes I wonder how it is like to see hear people losing the ones they loved each day.
Sometimes I wonder how it is like to be a person who is being looked up at.
Sometimes I wonder how it is like to be someone who is always helping others no matter what.
Sometimes I wonder how it is like to fall down from great heights.
Sometimes I wonder how it is like to sit in room of walls without windows.
Sometimes I wonder how it is like to have everything we want in life.
Sometimes I wonder how it is like to be someone who do not know ABCs and 123s.
Sometimes I wonder how it is like to be an angel.
Sometimes I wonder how it is like to understand something that NO ONE UNDERSTANDS.

Can all these be true?
I doubt so because I have learnt that in life, we are nowhere at the top, nor on the bottom of everything. Even an uneducated individual can be somewhere high in the level of satisfaction in life.

I sat down by the window and asked myself, "what would I be? What is going to happened to things and people around me one day? What should I do?" who knows? Only Allah knows where my path is going to lead me. Only fate knows where I will be sitting down and pray that everything around me is going to be fine as possible as it could. I would always be an ordinary man who will never stop exploring life at all angles. I will always be a person who would seek learning in everything I do, and applying it positively to anyone who needs it most.

To those who thinks you are the only one in this world, look around you. Touch your heart, and hear it beats, listen to the rythm. And you will find out who you are, and how you get there.

We are all humans. <3

Freshmen Orientation Programme 2009

2009-04-17T11:17:00.004+08:00

School of Health & Leisure.

Coming from different backgrounds,
Culture,
Religion,
and Perspectives.

Yet working together for a common Goal.
To make Singapore a better Sports Industrial Hub in future. : )

We are the ONES.

We are the best,
Our names are carved everywhere in RP,
Everyone knows us,
So be Afraid, be VERY AFRAID.

final say:
AHWOOOOOOOOO.

By: Muhammad Zuladly
Student Leader of SHL

Chelsea Chelsea! :)

2009-04-09T13:54:00.006+08:00

Heard about the game this morning?
Liverpool fell hard on their heads getting all beaten clean by Chelsea even after a nice 1 goal early lead. I was in Johor Bahru with my friend shiok shiok eating seafood. It was a bad start for me watching Liverpool acquiring the lead but the chicken barbeque I was having told me to sit down and relax because Chelsea can work wonders! : )

I trusted my instincts. Ouh well,

Branislav Ivanovic

Full Name: Branislav Ivanovic
Birth Date: February 22, 1984
Birth Place: Sremska Mitrovica
Height: 1.83m
Weight: 86 kg
Age: 25
Position: Defender
Squad #: 2

This man right here was working so hard right after the starting whistle blow.
It recapped a good lesson and it wasn't the first time I learn this in football. He wasn't a regular player in Chelsea, but he got to start yesterday in the first team because of Jose Bosingwa's injury. It's simple, when people don't see a need in you, when the manager wants to win badly you will be simply put in the reserve team or seated by the bench. Yes you will still get paid, but no football for you in that green arena. Opportunity was on his side, hence a good and professional player will never give up his heart for football just because of not getting a slot in the first team. He put his heart and soul just to work 190% hard for the major match against home rivals Liverpool.

1. He worked

2. He put his heart to play

3. He performed

4. HE SHINED. :)

and the story goes the same for almost all good players out there, professional, or not professional. He scored two powerful headers that hit Liverpool hard. It's been long wearing my Chelsea jersey down to watch their important matches to see myself smiling my way back home. The last time I was disappointed by the Champions League finals against Man Utd, but this time round I don't think Man Utd will have a good time making their way to the Finals. So it ain't easy for the blues neither, but they have 3 away goals in the pocket, and 2 goals advantage. Focus, concentration, and optimal arousal will bring them to the Semi finals. WOOO! : ))

On the other hand, I am surely proud of my brother Thierry Henry! : ) Barcelona won 4-0 against the German side Bayern Munich. Messi had his double, Eto'o got his job done, and Henry had the team's glory to a 4 goal advantage sealed. : )

It's a happy ending for both my favourite team and player. I am glad and now I could get some sleep for myself.

imissfootballgivemebackmyfootball*

entertain me

2009-04-07T14:21:00.004+08:00

I was watching soccer videos in footytube and I happen to come across this clip.

- That little "cheeky monkey" is so cute! haha.

- The flag thingy, better to hold a box of pop corn then your country's flag if you don't need it. -.-"

- And the linesman, OMG Funny shit.
If i were him i will just fall on my butt, damn it we have to accept the fact that we slipped sometimes. HAHA!

- Never never put something like that on your nipples and get excited in matches. Lesson learnt.

- The corner kick, nothing to say. "CLASSIC LAH SIAH"

- Lucky coach feiruz don't do that. Only when we win Big games. HAHA.

"and im so hungry for football"

finally.

2009-04-05T04:35:00.003+08:00

First of all I would like to wish my sayang a happy 11th Monthsary on the 1st of April! : )

Next, you can void the last video I decided to create my longest movie clip and it was all about the Brunei trip. What are my thoughts, and what are my memories of that place. It may not seem perfect but when I created it there’s moments where I watched and start reflecting on things that I can improve on in future working as a team or spending time with them. Those people I met were wonderful and of course I learnt a lot from them. I was supposed to write and RJ to publish it to my Facilitator in charge but I forgotten about it and it was too late for me to write, so as an excuse I made a video! HAHA. : )) Enjoy my friends and if you want to see the details of what happened you can asked me personally. I hope to come back and write more entries in this (“why like die already ah this blog?”)..... blog. Some other time! : )

2009-03-25T14:01:00.005+08:00

Back in Singapore.

This describe my stay in Brunei especially with the boys.

Oh well, just to share some videos we took back in Brunei.
Our first day. :)

I am very sick. Super.

Leaving on a jet plane

2009-03-11T20:55:00.008+08:00

Announcement! :)

I am leaving for Brunei Darusalam in like 35 hours time. :)

Details: Brunei Study Trip

Number of participants: 15
Trip Staff Leader: Miss Clarice Lim
Objective of trip:

1. Educational
2. Cultural exchange
3. Play host to Bruneians when they visit Singapore
Trip Date: 13th - 22th March

Presented Objectives

1.Sports Science - Training schedule

2.Sports Management - living habits of BSS students–Observe how Islamic laws and practices coexist in the involvement of modern leisure and sporting activities comparing to more secular Asian countries.

Deliverables:
•Personal final project report•Video documentary production for sharing with the rest of RP (CE talk).
•2 papers on the findings pertaining to the objectives as stated above.•Presentation of findings in the form of posters and video during Open House 2010.

Of course I do not really want to leave my loved ones back here in Singapore.
Reluctant; Obviously.
But this quotidian life during the holiday needs to come to a good end of great apathy.
No soccer trainings, no runnings.
It totally made me sick, hence I rather have 10 days away from Singapore to do something enriching like a study exchange program with people from Brunei.
Besides it would strongly help me for my future testimonials in admission for University or what have you. :)

Common lips speak; "Enjoy life to the fullest".
True enough- I would choose to do what's best for me personally to brim up my experiences in life. You know, climbing mountains, leaping off from a 1000 feet falls with bungee strings hanging. Worth trying before a full stop start to ink in our life.

Neutral feelings

I am neither excited, nor unhappy.
If I were to hold a moon on my right hand, and a sun on left hand.
I would cut my hands off and die to make sure both are in safe places.:)

I guess I would just eat all the grains available in the schedule bowl and have a good full stomach at the end of the long day. :)

To you,

Please do not worry about me, I will be having a first flight and that certainly wouldn't kill.
Please do have a good ten days here and do update me by email. I will tie an eye on my mailbox.

I love you.

Yours truly,

"oh babe, i hate to go"

part II

2009-02-22T13:33:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday part II!

It’s another birthday!

But this time round it was my brothers the Ahwooers who spent time organizing it to make things happen. : ) It was supposed to be EVERYONE, but instead I only have my three dear bros Yong Jia, Engseng, and Kyser. Of course with their spouses except for Nicole(Engseng’s). The weather didn’t really support our plans so we have to like delay the meeting time. But who cares, they still bother to carry those bulky stuffs down to the wet sandy beaches of Siloso Beach to have the party. : )

I was one of the excited kid who couldn’t wait to have fun especially playing Volleyball. Lol. We started off with a little game called “if you want to score you pass”. It’s easy, pass around the ball and run to support but when one wants to make a goal, you have to pass and your mate has to make that goal. : ) Simple yet everyone are exhausted after that game! Haha! Then we played volleyball, it was so revitalizing for me especially not touching volleyball for months? I love it, then the brothers set up the mini bbq pit for us to enjoy that night with a nice cool lit of flames under the coconut tree for some dinner. : )

Reflection: The time we spent yesterday was awesome. The sacrifice they made to come down to celebrate, nothing can compare to that heart. : ) thank you so much Yong Jia and Nic, Kyser and Kris, engseng and Sabir, and of course my Yiwen Teo who spent her whole day together with me and my Ahwooers. They lit up my day yesterday. : )) thank you so much hope you guys enjoyed it because I certainly did! : ))

I have to wear that birthday hat all the way from Vivo to Sentosa! :S

The 3 couples and a Chaperon. :)

The Family. :)

To Chewling and Elly, its okay if you can't make it we still have next time to meet up.
BUT YOU KNOW THE FOOD THERE ARE FOR YOU GUYS TOOO! HAHA. waste lah dey.
So I still have another birthday coming in eh? :) winks*

its nineteen!

2009-02-19T22:57:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 20th BIRDDAY TO MUHAMMAD ZULADLY BIN ZULKEPLIE! : )
it was mine!

Specially drawn by Chewling Tan! : ) Xie Xie ni sis!

It comes once in a year, and surprisingly I wasn’t that excited for my birthday simply because;

1. I am OLD. 20?!
2. Almost everyone in my family forgotten about it except my Mum.
3. And yes, I am OLD. -.-“

People say it’s always good to grow up and stuffs, yes I would agree to that but sometimes I just feel like being like who I am now(matured and fit) to be suited while the age of like a secondary school kid. : ) Come on Zuladly stop dreaming.

Surprise 1: A kiss on the cheek with a “wake up” voice while I was sleeping early in the morning.

That really caught me red handed my dear, thank you so much. Whatever it is, everything you do just surprises me and I am thankful for what you’ve been doing. : ) Love you my dear. : )

Surprise 2: A plate of 20 cookies with two tall glowing candles by my Bro and Sis at Skypark.

That was awesome; it’s still a surprise because I didn’t expect both of you to be so free to come!And to Miss Yiwen Teo, you did something which is so difficult to do yet effective. :) Sayang thank you so much for the set up. :) You always thought things won’t happen but it did. Blame me for being so observant, (farhana work on your agility). LOL.

Pictures were taken by Sis Farhana so if you would like to see some of them you could just click on her name on my links! :)

Spend the rest of my time walking around and eating McSpicy meal at McDonalds with them. Had a great chat and then I rushed back to hometown for a kick about with my old team mates.

I didn’t expect this much for my birthday this year but the wishes I got was a lot more than the last.

A big Thank you to those who had so much time wishing me a good happy birthday! May you be blessed with happiness! : )

1. Mak! J
2. Yiwen Teo sayangku
3. Farhana
4. Alane
5. Tan Chewling
6. Iman
7. Elly Tan
8. Kok Yong Jia!
9. Elly Syazwani
10. Tiffanie Adik
11. Khazrol old friend AES
12. Caryl Adik!
13. Imran Majlam
14. Farah Yau
15. Blood Brother Zulyadi
16. Father/Daddy
17. Hidayat
18. Nette Sis
19. Blood Brother Azhar
20. Aqidah – Iman, your cousin. Lol.
21. Irna Kakak
22. Kexian
23. Haryati Old friend. : )
24. Norlyn
25. Kapatid Ann!

26. Sabir Junior! : )

27. Dilys goh!

28. ENGSENG! :) last eh? lol

Facebook wishers!
1. Adorra Art Kaki!
2. Sipei Sally Classmate!
3. Syima
4. Geraldine kwek FYP teammate
5. Shafiq Samat!
6. Sharifah – Farhana, your pal! Lol
7. Jim Raymond abang NAJIB.
8. Abang Daydreamer best ‘o’ place ‘d’ Faizal
9. Miss Jacinda Chearn
10. Sister in law Lilyan
11. Marjory!
12. Muhes teammate!
13. Dinesh Nair kawan british
14. Alane again – Eh fourteen! Lol.
15. Ren Mao
16. Joey! : )

Hmm, for Daniel bro. His one’s a bit special; it comes in on the 17th of February. Lol. It still counts bro.:) Thanks a lot. : )

And Bestie Sabrina was unable to be here with me because she’s away. : ( haha. Hope you are having fun in Cambodia and usually it was you who will call me and wish me like last year, but this year I was wandering where you were. :p Come back wo yao Brownie!:)

In fact, my birdDAY is not really over because I still have another day with my AHWOOOERS. After so long, please let us have fun with beach volleyball on that day. Looking forward to Saturday to Sentosa! : )

For today, thank you Allah for blessing me with wonderful people around me especially my one and only Yiwen Teo, and to those who have thoughts for today. Please bless them and grant them happiness throughout the year insya’allah Amin. :)

adlyadlyadly

2009-02-18T21:52:00.002+08:00

My name is Muhammad Zuladly Bin Zulkeplie

Okay I know. (BORED)

Today,

I went to meet the Brunei onions in school for a meeting and then followed by dance practice. I have to report to school every Wednesday to practice my CULTURAL dance with the Onions! : )
Ouh if you don’t know who the Onions are let me introduce them to you. : ) (I’ve got none of their pictures so next time)

1. Germaine
2. Joanne
3. Claudia
4. Clarrise
5. Praba
6. Denise
7. Eunice
8. Jasmine
9. Shirley
10. Adam
11. Rizza
12. Ben
13. Clement
14. Qayum
15. J.K! (but he’s not joining us for the trip)

*cross fingers*

I hope I didn’t miss anyone. :S

I was so reluctant to come every Wednesday but because of all these nice people they made my day so I wouldn’t mind yawning in the early sunrise to spend the time with them. : )

Adam sent me home as a birthday gift, and I have my lunch.

Clock ticked and I was so bored that I decided to take my brother’s 600++ mountain bike so that I can cycle as part of my working out training rather than doing nothing at home.

It took me 30minutes to reach school and then I played table tennis with Asyraf, I get to see my Miss Yiwen Teo and her teammates. : )
After all, I felt like pumping my heart out to run.
Yes to maintain my fitness level I ran 20 rounds around the 370m track which means I ran a total of 7.4km, in 36minutes. And so I realised my timing really slack a lot. I got slower. After running I stretched for a while and then straight away I rode back home under the shimmering lights of Singapore along the Ulu Woodlands road. But this time it was faster maybe because I was super hungry that made me rushed so badly. Lol.

Home sweet home; wash my bike + growling stomach. Came to realise there was little food/nutrients that I could take to replenish my glycogen stores (it’s where you get your energy from. It’s in your liver). So I fried eggs and rice, dumping everything inside my stomach like a starving fat boy who hasn’t eats for hours.

To end things, I just hope tomorrow will be a good day. : )
Shabidubidum! :) Going off liao see you!

V-day

2009-02-17T22:56:00.007+08:00

*This entry was supposed to be posted on the night of Valentine's Day.
But my laptop went crashing down caused by its disfunctional of the MOTHER BOARD.

I had to send it for repair, and there I have it back. :)

To Miss Teo Yiwen,

Happy Valentine’s Day to you my dear I had great fun with you even though its been like 192463724 times we have gone out together. I hope you enjoyed and lets go out some other times real soon okay? Wo ai ni sayangku.! : )

From: Adly.

Happy Valentine’s Day to everyone!

I don’t want to talk so much.

I will let the pictures do the talking.

Basically Ms Yiwen Teo and myself had 2 valentine’s day. LOL.

Spent the Friday for a lunch/dinner at Seoul Garden, and brought her along to the 63metres above sea level Henderson waves.Indeed it was tiring, very tiring.

Whatever it is, I would like to express my all-time love to Miss Yiwen Teo. :)
Thank you sayang. : )

Wo ai ni. <3

Okay I'm super thirsty, time to get some ice cold coca cola! : )

n iii nnnn eeee

2009-02-03T21:37:00.004+08:00

Oh Well I took some pictures during Miss Teo's and my 9th Monthsary Outing to Botanic gardens last few days ago.

Just trying to get more in touch with flowers. hahaha. These are the orginal copy of the picture.
No editting. Kinda Lazy. I let this flowers breathe their own air. : ))

(okay maybe for this just tall grasses)

And so we start rolling green mats
On the green green grassy field.
Settle down, took out our snacks, sandwhiches.
Stuff it in our mouth.
Play balls, kick around.
its just so awesome, like having our first date on a plain green field without anyone else.

But surprisingly Shasha was there too. LoLoLoLoLoL!

I had fun. And so does Yiwen Teo. : )

Lovely moments!

Happy 9th Months Sayang and also happy Belated Chinese birthday! : )
I love you!

elll aiii efff eeee

2009-01-31T00:08:00.003+08:00

Hi blog,

Been ages, I know. Things are working hard and things are definitely changing. First of the entire IVP tournament, it had been an amazing learning point for my team Republic Polytechnic. We drew the first game, lost the second one; win the third followed by the fourth one. And with just a blink, Semi finals slot were ours to take. We don’t know what hit us in between, well that’s the team’s content on how do we look at these achievements.

To those critiques who hate RP so much for making it through by “luck”.
I would be the first to laugh at you because if you are one of our opponents,
try looking at yourself.
For those who aren’t, try to wear boots and play on our positions.
We are no special team consisting of stars or whoever you may call it;
we do not have Fandi Ahmad wannabe and stuffs.
We only have soccer players playing soccer on the field. : )
and we are mostly proud of it.
We do not entertain critiques and negative remarks.
For those who have supported us RP, thank you so much and hope we could play better next time if there are chances. : ))

Well, being in the top four isn’t easy.
Honourable yet dangerous, everyone wants to be in top three.
But for us, we are like the newcomers and we do not know what we want.
All we want is experience, and learning point.
We could win everything but lose knowledge my friends.
We need to have that “content” in everything we do or play.
So we would be stronger in future. : )

I don’t even know how I could manage to score 8 goals in the tournament putting myself at the top of the scorer’s list in IVP.
But I thank to God for it, my coach for bringing up like this, definitely my one and only teammates that have been there for me all these while. : ))
thank you people for your support, and putting belief on us.

Want to read more?
First game vs SMU http://redsports.sg/2009/01/08/republic-smu-football/

Second Game vs SIMhttp://redsports.sg/2009/01/10/sim-rp-football/ & http://www.sporton.com.sg/tabid/237/Default.aspx

Third Game vs NP http://redsports.sg/2009/01/13/republic-ngee-ann-football/

Fourth game vs ITEhttp://redsports.sg/2009/01/16/republic-polytechnic-ite-football/

Semifinals vs NYPhttp://redsports.sg/2009/01/25/rp-nyp-football/

3rd and 4th Placing vs ITEhttp://www.sporton.com.sg/tabid/309/Default.aspx

Thanks to everyone who's always by my side for this.
http://www.sporton.com.sg/tabid/310/Default.aspx

And that is for Soccer. Move on to education.
School days are over for the semester.
And I am preparing well for the upcoming Brunei trip to Brunei Sports Schoolon the 13th to 22nd of March 2009.
Yes, it will be my first time on an aeroplane! : )
that means I have to be away without my loved ones for 10 days.
I will keep updated about that though.

Ms Yiwen teo and I have been doing great, I have loved the times we had.
Every single moment my dear, every second counts whenever I am with you.

Holidays have started, and 10 weeks don’t mean WORK to me.
10 weeks is for me to spend time with my lost friends out there, basically I want make use of my time doing something constructive for the society, maybe for myself, to be a better person and start praying more often. Just ten weeks, be my guest ladies and gentlemen. : )
I think there are more things Singapore could offer for me.

Whatever it is, I already updated this dead blog and so I would like to keep it alive. : )
Maybe with some photography I would take? : ) stay tuned!

2009-01-02T00:18:00.002+08:00

Hello humans! : ))

First of all, Happy new Year to all of you!

Resolutions were made by everyone, promises spoken by individuals who wants to make themselves better in future. That was how things are meant to be when new year comes.

I start to feel that my blog is getting drier than ever, maybe its because of me not updating most of the times. Its been weeks and months since I didn't typed anything here. Well, my most important IVP is next week and I have to prepare well for it. Since last month, I was in KL for pre season, then back to school for centralized training camp, and now, few days rest before going back school.

I created a multiply account so that I can post pictures as much as I want to. So you guys can have a look at it so that I don't have to type, instead letting the images do the talking. : ))

http://www.adlyteo.multiply.com/

those using multiply do add me up too! : )))

Happy New year! : )))

Till next time!

And lastly, Adly and yiwen teo have been together for 8 solid months. It goes without saying, there's more to come! : ))

Happy 8 monthsary sayangku! I love you! :))

2008-12-07T18:34:00.006+08:00

Happy Weeekends and yea,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA TO ALL MUSLIMS OUT THERE. : )

I was playing with my brother's lappy just now when I finally found quite a match with these two.

top: Teo Yiwen (which is my Sayang)

bottom: Lilian (which is my brother's sayang)

Trust me, these two looks similar when they tie their hair, the way the smile, their nose, and eyes etc.

other words:

SAME SAME BUT DIFFERENT. : )

Another week of school and that should do it for my rest days.

IVP is coming, in a months time.
F*** all those people who are trying to pull us back from us to make this year's a bomb.
We huskies are no weak asses, even though we come from different backgrounds, attitude, races and blablabla. We worked together as a team just for one goal. ONE GOAL.

One month, and counting.....

me and my team will be leaving to KL for a pre-season trip on the 16th-20th.
So that will prepare us. : )

and yea, i dont wanna talk so much.
I am tired after houseworks and such.

2008-12-01T21:03:00.002+08:00

Narrator: A fine Monday started off fine, until…….

Y: I’m very sleepy, can we like don’t go class?

Z: I anything….

Y: NAK NAK? Z: I anything….

Y: Okok, lets count these trees we pass through and if its even number by the time we reach the end, we will go class, but if its odd, we cabot. : )

Z: ahaha! Alright! : ) starts counting.. 1….2….3….4…..5….

Y: follow through..

Z: 84….. 85….. 86……

Y: OUH NO!

Z: 87……. 88!!!!! Its even!

Y: awww! We have to go class then.

Z: ermmm, there! (pointing to another random tree which wasn’t supposed to be counted) 89! Its odd! Lets cabot!

Y: huh?? Can like that one meh? Okay lor.

Narrator: and so, no school for the both of them. : ) They celebrated their 7th Monthsary by spending time with each other. : )

By the way, this is how a tablet can take its part to help sending messages across during monthsaries.

I know, super random. But between us, its soo sweet okay. : ) Loves

Happy 7th Months Sayang! Wo Ai ni, I Love you. : )

And of course to Amran and Nette too!
She's super thoughtful to message me at midnight to wish both of us. : )

Thanks sis! : )

Im falling sick. :S

weekends

2008-11-30T00:26:00.004+08:00

Wedding ceremonies are LOVE.

Earlier today I was supposed to bring my love to somewhere she wanted me to bring.
But it was her brother Qing Shen’s birthday and my cousin brother got married and has his wedding ceremony in the afternoon.

When I first stepped on the red carpet, I can feel how I and my wife would walk down that similar environment in like 7 to 8 years time.

look at these pictures, you can feel the happiness!

Sayang, we get married soon okay? Hahahaa!

For my sayang,

See adik loves you and he wants me to send these photos of him to you. : )

Happy Weekends everyone. : ))

RACIST?

2008-11-28T10:40:00.003+08:00

Okay, I got this random stuff I watched in class in Shafiq's Laptop.
It cracks me up and I wish to share with everyone.
I think this guy have some points.

Way to go. : )

Weekends are coming so YAY! : )

2008-11-21T23:47:00.001+08:00

It’s just me and Mr Radio here in my room spending my time with thin air.

What’s left in my mind is just, B-L-A-N-K.
It has always been this way when I am all alone at home.
Like an orphan, in fact without them I looked like one.
Because all I have is just me, my loved ones, and my life.

I was all happy this morning till I was on my way home.
I realized everyone is gone, away from home.
What’s left is all a boy, a teenager, a student, a son, a brother all alone at home.
Sitting by his laptop thinking about how his weekend could be better.

He stayed strong, holding on to the most difficult struggle.
Which is to be all alone at home, it is not that he couldn’t stand it.
There’s a negative value to what had happened to him in history.
A story which will never forget who he was, or what he was in the past.

He found someone who could make him so happy,
he found someone who could make him so joyful,
he found someone who could make him so enlightened,
and he found someone who was called his very own “love”

That changes his life,
which turned him to be a better person understanding the world.
How the world revolves around many different kinds of people,
the blacks, the whites.
They are all equal, having the same concentration coloured of blood which is red.

He smiles, trying to find the best way to live life the best way.
Time passes through, he only found one way.
That one way was to…..

To live life the best way treating respect to everyone and accepting everything that happens to him.

???

2008-11-18T16:45:00.002+08:00

well, I got tagged and lucky enough I have the mood to do this. : )

The rules & regulations:

1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself

2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly

3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names

4) No tagging back.

10 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself*in no random order

Yea okay,

1. I have a rate of 25mol/hour of fart everywhere I go.

2. I love digging my nose.

3. I like to kiss my sayang every moment she smiles at me

4. I go emo every moment when I am all alone.

5. I hate boxers. (the pants and not the one in the ring)

6. I run almost everyday.

7. I kick balls. (weird eh?)

8. No I dont know you. Shut up. (???, what sial)

9. Iman got nothing to do but to tag others.

10. Iman stop it. -.-"

In fact, I am super weird.

Rules are meant to be broken, so I am going to break this chain. Woooots!

Morning Madness

2008-11-17T08:51:00.002+08:00

Back to school in the early morning after a tiring weekend.

How easy for us to get this kind of thing in Year 2?

Well, this one wakes me up on this very blue Monday.

I'm Back on track baby. : ) woo!

But It's a pity I am going to skip tomorrow's ART lesson.

I need to send my sick laptop which currently is in a COMA state.

That will cost me weeks. I seriously have no time and I certainly need to sacrifice another class days to collect my laptop sometime.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO IMAN BIN SALIM! :)

May Allah bless you and be a good son, brother and a friend okay? : )

we should.

2008-11-16T16:36:00.001+08:00

Have we ever thought about those who are homeless?
Those who were poor need food, unfed, without shelter.

Never smile, always frowns.
And no one would want to help them with what they want.

Why no one?

Because the world is so dense up, with people who see money as a key factor to surviving and bringing them happiness. Personally, money can be a life saver at the same time it can also make individuals and human beings not realizing that they have been manipulated with the wealth, until losing their moral values and kind-heart.

Every one of us is nice, every one of us is kind enough to do good deeds and help the needy. That was why I have this thought of discussing about it in my blog (since my blog is so dead. -.-" )

The main question here is, "Is money important to life?”
I can see that the word "life" highlighted the question point.

Let’s define what Life is.

Encarta will help. :)

1. Existence in the physical world: the quality that makes living animals and plants different from dead organisms and inorganic matter.

2. Living individual: a living being, especially a person, often used when referring to the number of people killed in an accident or a war (usually used in the plural)

3. Living things considered together: a group of living things, usually of a particular kind

4. Whole time somebody is alive: the entire period during which somebody is, has been, or will yet be alive

5. Time when something functions: the period during which something continues to function

6. Human activity: human existence or activity in general real life

7. Characteristic way of living: a way of living that is characteristic of a particular place or group country life

Microsoft® Encarta® Reference Library 2005. © 1993-2004 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved.

Look again; never a word "money" appears on these relevant definitions I chose.

"Existence in the physical world"
This is how I see "existence in physical world"
We were born through scientific biological reasons that our parents mate to produced a BABY called "US".

Let’s divide these two things first.

MONEY and FOOD

I see food as the main key point of survival and not money.
Meaning, if we were to go to the forest and pluck some edible leaves we still could survive living your LIFE. (Life means to exist in the physical world, adding on "the period during which something continues to function"

We still can live life without money, My point if view lah.
I use to think that money is so important that we can't live without it.

After some few months I realized, it does not.
I and my sayang live hard during these few months, we both have financial problems and that's where I realised. It is kind of contradicting, for once you love money so much and the next hour you said money create problems for you.

YES I would agree that money leads us to happiness, but at the same time, it created sorrows in some human beings that we never see them before. They are in fact struggling down there. They have been screaming for food since last thousand years but surprisingly, ONLY SOME OF US HEAR THEM? Where are the others? I would include myself in those who didn't hear them, because I did not help them somehow because I myself can’t afford too. I could only think about how they survive and learn from them.

1. They eat pieces of rotten bread they found on the floor, we ate gardenia bread leh..

2. They drink droplet of water from trees leaves, we drank COKE!!

3. They use leaves and plants to shelter and keep themselves from cold, we used this thing called blanket.

4. They found some cloth, tear it into pieces just to share among them to cover themselves up, we are wearing SUIT, DRESS, T-SHIRT, JEANS. How nice.

Have a peek...

Children recycling things that those people do not need.

The poor trying to voice out to the world for help.

I am not asking all readers to go do something about it, that’s just too much to ask for isn't it? In the nutshell I am trying to say that we should APPRECIATE whatever we have in life. Those who disagree, try imagining you being in a flaming desert for just 2 hours. That’s just ONE OUT OF TEN THOUSAND fraction of how the poor lives back there.

Money is just a medium to use as trade, be it food or anything else. Not to destroy lives.

I am just trying to voice out my views on the existing world now, so do voice out if you have any comments or disagreements. I would like to explore more too. : )

Sooo.

THINK. :)

written by,

Adly.

against boredom

2008-11-03T22:40:00.001+08:00

Okay, Time to blog.

1st of November,
Happy 5th Monthsary to Amran and Nette! : ) There’s more to come and thank you Nette for the wish too! Happy Half a Year to saying too, I love you so much! : )
Went out for a date with love to East Coast Park, spent our time there saving money enjoying the cool breeze and swimming together like as if the whole sea bed was ours. We had so much fun though.

2nd November,
I went out with my team to play soccer at Clarke Quay, Effing gay Ns men trying to be funny. Show some balls dude. Don’t be racist because you are no different than us. We have same blood color asshole.

3rd November,
Back to school, I hate school. Like totally, its killing me inside out. Therefore I relied on motivation from others. Fair enough, just 4 hours of class and off home.

Now I am missing my ahwooers so badly. Everyone seems to have their own separate ways now that’s the point I have to accept. I’m drifting away from my Chaiya brother Daniel too, nothing to be blame because that was how life supposed to be. People have their own things to do, so do I.

Okay, so what made me madder is when UT comes back all of a sudden two days after school reopen, another leading push factor for me to avoid school. I talked about UTs, School, so now let’s talk about training. IVP is coming in two months time in January 2009, I have to prepare myself for this, the only year I can redeem myself as a team player. Training had been tough and people go perspiring like mad dogs just to be in the team.

Ahhh, best leading factor I want to touch on will be $$$. KACHING! Money seems to be everything to everyone on personal thoughts, but what money can’t buy are things like love, friends and you’re your life. Money is one big obstacle for me currently now and it certainly affects my performance development in sports. However I should still tell myself that money will not disrupt my life’s constant span.

2008-10-27T00:01:00.003+08:00

Dear Human Beings,

Ever wonder why we polytechnic students pay higher than JC and ITE students when we are all at the same age?

I think now im triggered,

I got this email,

Petition: High Bus Fares for Polytechnic students

There is a petition started by a Polytechnic student, asking the Bus Companies to revise the fares for Poly students.

Currently the Poly students are paying much higher. This is because the Polytechnic is classified under Tertiary Education, but it is not for the Junior Colleges (JCs) and Institute of Technical Education (ITE).As a Poly student myself, I feel that it is unfair that SBS Transit and SMRT are charging the Poly students almost double for the bus and train concessions when compared to those in the JCs and ITE.If you feel that it is unfair and biased that the Bus Companies are charging us higher, please sign this petition: http://www.petitiononline.com/polybus/Please spread the Online Petition URL to others studying in the Polytechnics as well, spread it to your individual Interest Groups (IGs), CCAs, and so on.

Best regards

Kamilul Ashraf

Temasek Business School

Hey, What are you waiting for?
Click on that link and say something about it my friends. : )

2008-10-13T13:34:00.003+08:00

A limping weekends I had.

Was filled with visitors. wooots.

My Ahwooers came to give me a Hari Raya visit in the evening on yesterday.

It's just best to show pictures rather than words.

This is NIC, and K. : )

Cris, and Kyser.
ah, the volleyball couples.
Engseng and Nicole!
Sabirboy! :)
My Lovely Sisters

The only ones with Baju Kurung.

Okay that was them, wait I wanna show you someone.

Check this Chick out.

Her name's Elly.
Elly Syazzie.
She's Hungry,

Lost,

Happy,

Excited,
Random,
Eff Ehh Tee. :) I was kidding.

.....

...........

.................

.........................

There. Call her hotline if you would like to Know her.

1800-CALL-ME

or sms HI! to

CALLMEOKAY or 2255636529

Even Babies know how to decide.

ELLY I WAS JUST KIDDING OKAY. : )))

She's fine. : ) pretty girl you know. Nak?

HAPPY HARI RAYA EVERYONE!

Thanks for coming people!

help

2008-10-10T21:45:00.003+08:00

nuff said

.IM IN PAIN.

How do you describe pain?

it is an unpleasant sensation and discomfort by someone
who is VIOLENTLY struck, INJURED, or ILL in certain ways

(encarta, 2008)

“ stuck in a world of pain overtook by darkness."

Ankle in pain,
Somatically unwell;
Please take away this pain,
Release me from the darkness shell.
(zul, 2008)

"Psychologically down at the moment"

help.

2008-10-09T10:48:00.003+08:00

COOL OR WHAT?!

Credits to Faizal. (Bottom Left).

For more information of what this picture is about, and the Story.

visit: http://blackwhitetrain.blogspot.com/

2008-10-06T14:19:00.003+08:00

School is being so unfair.
Class, PP poster, SHL Cup team list, UTs! You know how much they stink?
Sometimes things can really go disgusting and I don't feel like doing anything.

"GIVE ME BACK MY LIFE!!!"

Whatever it is, I've got news to share.

I found out there's another couple who have the same monthsary date as us, just that its a month later. It is my very own teammate Amran. Like what Nette said, vice versa we have both chinese girlfriends and they get to celebrate the first day of Hari Raya together! They just celebrated their 4th monthsary and 5th for me and my sayang. Awesome small world. They looked awesome isn't it?

Okay I'm in class and its so Effing stressful to think about UT coming up.

being old.

2008-10-05T22:14:00.002+08:00

After so long, I had to bring myself out from home to do something constructive. Sayang didn’t feel like leaving home so that makes me go against the wave of boredom at home. I went out for gym, as I left home for woodlands sports complex. I just found out that there’s a new gym nearby home. What the EFF! I cruised down to woodlands with my old set of mp3 sitting in an old bus. Realized that the place I went to was there for quite long years. So the gym set and equipment was old, surprisingly it wasn’t as rusty as RP’s gym.
I thought it would be cheap but…

Auntie: Hello! Got your own towel?

Me: yes I do, how much is the entry fee?

Auntie: two-fifty, you student?

Me: yeap.

Auntie: ah, one-fifty. You go there show her your pass. (pointing to another counter which collects payment and stuffs)

Me: ouh okay thank you. (smiling to myself because it’s cheap)

Indian Auntie: Hi, (I showed my pass) Eh this one adult fare you know.

Me: Yea lor, that one adult fare for bus lor.(I thought she was talking about the bus fares. Stooopid)

Indian Auntie: No, here must pay adult fare.

Me: That Auntie said its one-fifty!

Indian Auntie: No, it’s two-fifty.

Me: sigh, okay. (Handed her a two dollar note and a 50 cents coin)

“CAN I EVER BE YOUNG AGAIN?”

After buffing everything up for an hour and a half, I walked to causeway and meet Engseng! He had guitar class and so he had dinner with me. Had a long chat and did some catch up conversations.
My muscles are aching, great. I’m over using my money obviously; I have to cut down on costs. The only problem is that my stomach just won’t resist food.

I don’t like school. No No. There’s UT tomorrow and the day after. I would agree with my bestie on this. UT STINKS!

“STOP THIS PAIN TONIGHT”

2008-10-05T14:21:00.002+08:00

After talking to love this morning I realized something....

More than words. <3

Is Not The Words I Want To Hear From You
Its Not That I Want You Not To Say
But If You Only KnewHow Easy It Would Be To Show Me How You Feel

More Than Words
Is All You Have To Do To Make It Real
Then You Wouldn't Have To Say
That You Love Me, YeahCause I'd Already Know.

What Would You Do
If My Heart Was Torn In Two?
More Than Words To Show You Feel
That Your Love For Me Is Real
What Would You Say
If I Took Those Words Away
Then You Couldn't Make Things New
Just By Saying I Love You

More Than Words

Now That I've Tried To (now That I've Tried To)
Talk To You And Make You Understand
All You Have To Do Is
Close Your Eyes And Just Reach Out Your Hand
And Touch MeHold Me Close Don't Ever Let Me Go

More Than Words
Is All I Ever Needed You To Show
Then You Wouldn't Have To Say
That You Love Me, Yeah
Cause I'd Already Know
More Than Words

J. Frankie. (n.d). More than words. Retrieved October 5, 2008, from http://somewebstieidontknowwhere.com

“It’s not words that I want to hear from you, action speaks louder than words”

2008-10-04T22:00:00.002+08:00

Back to the emo days

Time Flies. I am so not in good shape right now. I was scrolling through my “what should I do online” list in my mind and I finally got a decision to blog. Basically I was pissed with everything that happened hours ago, first it was the soccer match against Home United U-18. I didn’t know a beautiful game like that can turn ugly because of anger and selfishness of an individual.

“Eff you people, no one touches my teammates like that.”

Come again, this is a friendly game. So make it as friendly as possible please, you guys are from a respectable club. So make yourself look beautiful inside. You don’t even know how you players looked like when you’re inside that green patch of huskies’ land. Have you ever got bitten by huskies? No? Well, you try making a nuisance in that place again and I am sure you players will be thumped down hands down. This is no bragging, we are trying to be nice and welcome you suckers down so don’t ever plant any evil seeds in our land. Respect is what everyone need. You guys are a strong team, so display that strength. Thanks anyway dudes. You guys just made our team stronger.

And to my teammates, Thank you for being there when shit happens to anyone of us. I am sure we will stay strong together. After today, I learnt how much strong we can be through our hearts and togetherness. Majulah Team RP.(woo sounds like Uncle Choo in Kallang Roar)

“IM TRYING TO BE NICE, SO DON’T TURN THE TIDE”

Being alone is just so much uglier than anything. Distractions in the bus, meeting weird people, getting upset by people around, external factors affecting life are all the things that really piss me off. Wait, I know life is not perfect. “Hello! Can I have a help in this meaningful life here? Get me a sea of smiles will do. Thank you!” Smile zul smile zul! Nah-ah. It’s just not working after all. School is getting me to nowhere. The more I know the more I know the more I don’t know. Might as well just shut up and shoot whatever I know and don’t have to find out a single thing isn’t it?

“A raise of hands of anyone who wants to make my days better?”

Reader’s discretion: whatever I have said before, forgive me. It’s just thoughts from my disturbed head to let it all out here.

Random thoughts of the day: I don’t want to lose you.

2008-10-03T10:49:00.005+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to us!

One month of hunger, patience, and determination has all paid off.

And here we celebrate. : )

The day was great, having to see all my cousins and relatives coming over to my place.

Kids

Food

Hugs

Forgiveness

And lastly, Happiness. : ) with sayang around.

There are many other things to do like school and stuffs, so I will just stay commited to it. : )

*i cabot school thats why I got time to blog. :P

2008-10-02T22:35:00.000+08:00

its been a while. I know.

Just give me some time yea people!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! : )

Will update stories and pictures in soon enough.

<3

2008-09-21T22:04:00.003+08:00

Weekends Highlights.........

Sayang.

Sayang again...

Sayang Lagi....

Its all her. : )
and she's happy about it.

Pandai sayangku buat kuih,
Dia memang rajin buat kuih,

terima kasih sayang kerana sudi datang kemari
untuk berjumpa dengan ibu ku.

Wah, its like soo sedap lah those kuihs.

CHOCOLATE CHIP!

KUIH CORNFLAKES!

KUIH MAKMUR!

KUIH TART! : )

Kalau sudi, Datang lah!

Bawak semuer members!

9 More Days. <3

2008-09-18T11:22:00.001+08:00

classs totallly sucks.

sheebye.

dalina shut up. :P

boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~

fridays.cant get any better.

2008-09-12T22:10:00.002+08:00

From facilitator Samuel Yang on my comments for individual:
Presentation: Q: How does it improve mood? How do you measure fats? AClass participation: ARJ: AI encourage you to go deeper into each problem, be an expert on that problem matter since you have much prior knowledge.I will be expecting more from you now on Zul.

No....................... No wayyyyyyyyy!
Why must you put so many expectations when I am actually trying to have fun in your class!? So it’s me and my big mouth lah. Aiyoyo.

What a Friday I Had.

I do not want to talk about it,

but I am seriously feeling lonely.

I misss
Elly

Chewling

Yong Jia

Engseng

they are all having fun for Fridays, except me.

Never mind though. I am feeling better.

love,

I am sorry. I shouldn't have let it affect myself.
Maybe I need time to adapt. Please please don't say things
like what you said to me just now anymore okay. I hate it. Totally.
It kills me when you said those. You are fine, nothing wrong with it.

YOU ARE FINE, HEARD THAT.
Situation kills, and you know that. Iloveyou.
I still do, need your loving company.

Classsssss...........

2008-09-11T15:33:00.004+08:00

Note: I just want to complete this Semester and SMILE all the way.

I am in Class now, just plain bored so i would like to blog for a moment.

Faci: Close your laptops! what i want you to do is to make a highest structure that can stand and will not fall when you walk with it later.

Given: 20 satay sticks
A pile of blue tack
Papers

and after 10mins, This is what we have............

A structure? A Building?

NAH. we made an aeroplane structured STRUCTURE with cannon and missles at the side! hahhaha!

Faci: VERY CREATIVE! : )

Okay, thats super lame, cause its not the highest. its the most shortest. but who cares, we had fun doing it. While laughing over everything we did. LOL!

Lesson is all about motivation for athletes in Sports.
How they were motivated and such..
Learn about Task Orientated Player, or Ego Orientated Player

Basically, Task orientated means you work for personal strengths and improvements and not thinking about winning or the outcome, its the process of learning is important most.

Ego orientated Player is mostly about players who ony thinks and prioritise about the outcome, which is to win, to get fame, or whatever motive they have.

So basically winning isnt everything. WE KNOW THAT.
So whats best is to have a very high task. once we have a high task orientated thinking. Everything will be fine. Doesnt matter whether you are Ego orientated or not. Because sometimes EGO is needed to win games. Be it a team or a player.

The best, Low ego ( still have ego) - high task orientated (effort and quality).

I was once a HIGH EGO player when i was young. All i want is to win and win and win.
Until i still remember one day when i got reprimanded by my own teammate from Deathsquad.
I sat down and reflect. Even though we won those trophies, we still do not have qualities for ourselves. From then on I believe that the QUALITY is more needed then QUANTITY of what we have.

I went to a website which Rashid's team presented and try.

http://www.brianmac.co.uk/teosq.htm

If u cant see, the results calculated below was

Ego Orientated - 1.7 out of 5.
Task Orientated - 4.3 out of 5.

I guess I am fine. : ))

Time to spend quality time with Love. <3

keep moving

2008-09-05T19:58:00.004+08:00

School officially started.

First day of school. Wednesday.
Sports physiology - Genevieve Phua.

*Covered about basics and process of Research studies and informed consent to participants/subject before attending or going through research or studies.
What a good start, First team to present.
Whatever, next.

2nd Day
Sports Psychology - Theresa (goood faci) :)

*is there any goals you want to achieve in sports/life?
Its all about setting the right goals;

S - specific
M - Measurable
A -Achievable
R - Realistic
T - Time

Make a smart goal for yourself. :)

Day 3 - Friday
Strategic Sports Development - Alexis Tay (lu chill eh lu. i like)

*New sport? how do we sustain a new sport or event?
How do go about to make sure a sport/events will not cause a disadvantage towards Society or vice versa?

ahh nice, guess what.
I have been in TEAM 4 for the past three days.
Whats 4 in chinese?
sounds like "die" to me.
Creeepy. : ((

Whatever it is, this weird sitches pain on my right abdomen has been referred to a doctor,
"give some time for it to recover, perhaps a week or two."
If its trouble or got worse, go to a hospital and have an X ray.

I got a Painkiler, After food.
Some kind of Anti-biotics, After food.
And a cream. Anti Inflammatory thingy.

Information* I ate once a day this month. which is After Dusk. : )

Anyways, i do not always want to see the negative side of my life right now.
I have my love to be with me, I have my friends and brothers around to smile together with. So i dug out some photos in my Hp. :)

My lovely sisters and Brothers from AES. <3

Kathleen(left) and Regina(right)

John Mari (left), Moses Prado(right)

I wont forget Caryl! :) And the rest okay.

I have my Bestie Eating with me at Chicken Rice shop restaurant at Vivo City.
Meet sometime again soon bestie!

Sayang's Bolster
SLEEPING.

So what's good is that I am done with PP and its ready to be submitted,
I am going to have a good rest during my weeekends,

The sad case, I am going to Break my fast alone this weekends. aww.
Good luck to Sayang on the Match tomorrow!

Thank you nice new classmates! : ))

how can i forget? :S

2008-09-01T05:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 4th Monthsary Sweetie!

Our young times...

Journey to the 4th wasn't an easy one though.

Love you sayang. :)

HAppy ramadhan too!

Puaser yok yok okay!

i tried, but i cant.

2008-09-01T05:01:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT BERPUASA EVERY MUSLIMS. :)

Self actualisation.

one key important thing i should talk about.

Nike Human Race

how i prepare for the race;

1. woke up at 11am (race is at 4pm)
2. Eat five pieces of bread only. (i have no mood to eat)
3. drank around 800ml of water, not even a litre.
4. didn't stretch much, just a normal stretching.

Flag off!

I turned on my music in my Mp3,
and then i knew my position was around 1000++
There's sea of red runners in front.
This is my first time in a 10K race,
So I thought it was a 1500m event back in my secondary school days.
I give everyone a chase, my speed went above my limits.
I am not tired at all, i can feel the wind as i overtook those hundreds of people.
my strides was so large that even a man who's RUNNING got overtook.
I can almost see the first person from my view.
He was just a short little chinese guy.
At that point of time, I already covered 3km.
I tell myself, should i try closing the gap between myself and the leaders?

My "first time being in this race" tells me, "why not? give it a try"
That tells me to go even faster, stronger.
I took chase with some of the ones in front.

But on that particular time, I can't control my legs.
They will never stop, and my mind kept on telling me to RUN!
So my pace stays the same, until i overtook this chinese guy.
He turned and looked at me, he said "come on zul!"

He was my secondary school classmate,
He have been training so well that i could even see him as top fews now.
Before he have problems running, and now, he's already in front of me.
When i saw him, i could not even think. Totally.

I tell myself, "zul, dont move at this speed or i'll die."
4Km covered and my speed were uncontrollable.
4.5km, my view turned white.

And i felt someone hugging me from the back.
It was Jackie, an old classmate who were so close to me in Sec 2.
The last thing i heard was "hang on there brother!"
When i opened my eyes, i turned hysterical.
I was lying on a stretcher with 2 medics by my side taking my pulse.
I can hear them saying on the walkie talkies.

"CASUALTY at 5KM mark"
0793788 down. (thats my number)
I shouted, "No! i still can run! let me run! please"
I really dont know what was happening to me.
I kept on shouting, "please sir, let me go please."
A man sat beside me and tried to calm me down.

He said "No, your pulse is going beyond your limits."
"You are suppose to be in the blue tag timing, which is 60minutes.
Not red tag wave timing which is 50minutes!" he added.
He held my hands down and said, Its still so early and you were runing way too fast my friend!"

they held me there. For hours.
When i realised i really was "paralysed"
I knew, i can't be there at the finishing line as early as i thought.

What i did before the race was purely a mistake,
I didn't even eat anything.
Hydrate myself,
No, i didn't do that.
My mind was poking myself.
Don't Run, or i'll die there.
I overcome that and told him, okay im fine now.
He said, okay, let me check your pulse again.
100++
He totally said, No. You cant, im sorry. Please do not pressure yourself.

I frowned and then smiled at him,
"thank you for your help" he smiled back and said "its okay, you have to rest, if i were you, i will wait for the next race."

I nodded and listened to him, i tried to move, But my whole body is totally paralysed.
Leg cramps, fingers cramped, everything. And my heart was like going way too fast.
Never before i felt that bad.
Then i recalled what he said earlier, "i was going too fast" i look at my watch.
30minutes plus.
And i can still see thousands of people trying to Jog their way past that 5km mark.
Then i agreed to myself, Yes i was too fast.
But too bad, that was the biggest mistake i made.
I have to stay right with the medics for almost an hour.
I kept on drinking the 100plus given to replenish.

then i told myself, "okay, thats enough. i had my day"
I vomitted, and my heart pacing was going way off my limits.
I still couldn't breath properly.

That place was crowded with casualties, people having the same problems and yea.
I loooked at them, i asked them, are you going to continue?
they said, Maybe.
I looked at my watch, it was 1hour and 20++ minutes
Then i wore my shoes back, and tell that man.
"hey, can i go now?" he said, "promise me you will not run"
I smiled and replied "okay, i will"

I walked till the 5.5km mark,
And I ran, cause i just can't walk during a Marathon.
My body automatically ran just like that.
I overtoook hundreds, perhaps thousands of walking people.

i smiled and tell myself "come on at least finish the race"
I ran through with great difficulties, my lungs was in great pain.
I tell myself, "i dont give up so easily, lets talk about this at the finishing line"
I finished off at 1hour42mins.

"Alhamdulilah syukur, i get to spend my ramadhan fasting."

I went for dinner with brothers engseng and Kay.
They were so patient waiting for me, they were expecting me to come before 1hour,
But i was obviously late, they were worried and lucky i got up to meet them rather then going to the hospital.

I thought i was emotionally broke down that will lead me to decrease of performance in soccer.
I tell myself, how am i going to get back my touches with my situation like this?!
I tell myself, how am i going to face my school track later if i cant finish this damn race?!

I guess i overcome those too, with my mindset.
I learnt, never let your mind control you next time round.

At first, i tell myself, NO MORE MARATHONS.
But when i ended at the finishing line, LETS TRY THE NEXT MARATHON! :)

I will never give up. :)
And I already had my lesson.

Thanks to everyone who supported me,

Sayang,
K,
Engseng,
Chewling,
Elly,
Mq,

The others!

I just finished having my "sahur" (pre-dawn Meal)
And my legs are still in BAD condition. Weak.
I just want to share my story with you people.
Loves. :)

Will keep updated. :)

2008-08-23T12:20:00.007+08:00

Good Morning Weekends!
Okay, time to bring out pictures from my Reformatted laptop. What is there, will be there.

First up, Last Day of E54E!

Thank you class for everything, you guys have made me learnt how to work together with difficult people.And therefore making me more patient in working. All the best for future education my friends!

SHL Kaboom Camp

Okay, Satifying. : )

Sentosa Trip.

it’s the 3rd Sentosa Trip for Ahwooers. maybe just a small part of ahwoooers. Haha!same old group,Adly, Kay, Elly, Chewling. Sun wasn’t there, Chewling was disappointed. Volleyball court wasn’t there, Adly was disappointed. BOO. But we had fun though. : )

KALLANG ROAR THE MOVIE!

Went to watch it with sayangku before my match starts in School.

Words to describe this movie. GO AND WATCH IT. NOW!
Inspirational, Wonderful storyline. it is all about the history of football in Singapore. about a man who would sacrifice his life to make Singapore a strong football team. A man who would leave his wife at home just to bring Singapore Team Glory. A man who would sit and wait for 10 years to coach Singapore Team. Uncle Choo Seng Quee.
http://images.google.com.sg/imgres?imgurl=http://ourstory.asia1.com.sg/dream/life/ref/images/sengquee.jpg&imgrefurl=http://ourstory.asia1.com.sg/dream/life/ref/100.html&h=184&w=73&sz=5&hl=en&start=2&um=1&usg=__GUvpfdgJewX8luRGsFSNStojfUw=&tbnid=H3j3Vn0pgd8V2M:&tbnh=102&tbnw=40&prev=/images%3Fq%3DUncle%2BChoo%2BSeng%2BQuee%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26sa%3DN

Take a look at that link. And learn. :)
Cheers to Mr RajaGopal with his banana kicks, Samad Alapitchaye the captain of the lions, Nasir Jalil the crazy horse, dollah Kassim the gelek King, Quah Kim Song the fittest player, Edmund Wee the comeback goalkeeper, and Mat Noh the playmaker. And of course Uncle Choo Seng Quee.
During training I asked my Goalkeeper coach whether all of the story is true, about Nasir Jalil being a crazy horse, Dollah Kassim with his skillful “gelek” tricks, and about the one sided match when they play away game in Malaysia. And I found out that all of the things that happened in the movie was a true story and it really happened that way according to first hand interview with my coach.
So I think we Singaporeans should watch it and understand how football is being nourished in Singapore. Don’t worry about Fandi Ahmad, he will come soon in the movies I suppose. Hahah.
Ratings: 5 Stars! à was impressed. But guys, don’t mind the effects when they are on the field. Kind of funny. :P

Republic Poly Soccer team,

Wednesday, 20th August.Republic poly 4 – 1 Singapore Power Supply

Thankfully we won a champion from Division 3. : )

Well done teammates!

Friday, 22nd August.

Republic Poly 4 – 2 Singapore Malay

the last friendly game we will ever have before preparing for IVP.

I love this match, started off badly by conceding an EARLY goal.They scored just before the clock turns 1 minute. -.-“The rain starts pouring, and I made my first Corner Kick Goal with a header. Thanks to captain Dud for the cross! CheeerS! I don’t know how I do it, but it happened. Haha!I scored another long range shot to claim the winning goal for the team. : )I love that goal, seems like I am in the Olympic scoring. Followed by Faizal taking rebound after my stupid shot which was saved by Keeper.3-1! opponent replied back another goal. 3-2. I Panicked. :Snah, Dud sealed the win for us by scoring another one sneaky goal. 4-2! Thank you Huskies!

Record – 11 goals in 9 games. :)

Lets train hard for IVP. : )

With love.

2008-08-18T23:44:00.002+08:00

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry

Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine
look at the stars look how they shine for you

Yellow - Coldplay

Feeding these notes of music to my ears really relaxes my brains a little.

Well i had a great day. : )
I'm still sick though.
But nothing makes me happier then my one and only love. <3
Spent the whole day with her since it's monday.
Thanks to her my room is soo neat. :) Xie xie!

Went to Mr Teh Tarik to try out something new.
Started complaining about the new environment and bla bla.
End up chatting for like 3 damn solid hours.
yes you heard it right.
Its like so weird we can have something to talk about
Acting like we just met or something like a first date.

teh tarik!
chocolate ice! eew.
Grilled chicken rice!
Olympics at Kopishop!
Awesome topics.

* you can make that change on the pitch okay?
believe in yourself. <3

Wandering why i didn't talk abut camp.
NAH. wait for the pictures. :)
Trainings and Sentosa coming through!

Usain Bolt done it again for 200m! :)

2008-08-16T22:47:00.002+08:00

Olympic News!

Usain Bolt from Jamaica

Had just won the first Gold Medal for his country

in this Beijing Olympic!

you should take a look at how fast he run.

He could still wave and taunt at the last 10metres.

AND HE BROKE THE WORLD RECORD.

Check him out people. :)

and im back from camp!

43rd

2008-08-09T22:24:00.006+08:00

HAppppy Birthdayyyyy Singapore! :)

So what happened today?
I wish I could spend my time with my love.
But we didn't as she was tired and have a league match tomorrow.

So, I spent the afternoon at East Coast Park with My family.
Not so bad afterall getting to know that East Coast beach Could have
an identical weather just like the one in Sentosa! :)
Played some "handball", dodgeball in the water with my dad and brothers.
Been long spending time with them.
Quite a day for me.

pictures please!:)

Just look at my baby brother's way of sitting down.
eh ehhh...

Parents in the water

Me and Mummy

My two Brothers

While in the possesion of having the camera,
i took some shots.

Theme: RANDOM

random 1: adidas

just a ball on the sand.

random 2: Coconuts

not the season yet. check out the cool wind blowing those.

damn random:

heehee, me juggling a ball. WOO.
credits to azhar.

National Day Parade wasn't like years before,
but I am still happy that i get to celebrate together on TV.
just as long as Singaporeans had fun today. :)
Happy 43rd Once more!

auspicious

2008-08-08T09:00:00.002+08:00

08.08.08

The opening ceremony will starts tonight.
Happy Olympics Day people! :)

And tomorrow's national day.
Singapore's Birthday!
coming coming!

one of the last dayssssss

2008-08-07T20:22:00.002+08:00

Greetings to everyone.

First day of "last lesson" week.

health and wellness.
Josephine Tay treated us to a good snack in the morning. :)
THANK YOU! ^_^

then we had quiz,
getting a bitter and heavily competitive quiz.
Kind of sad to see my classmates being like that. :(
whatever it is, its the learning process that counts. :))

And we had a little shot of the class.
REMAINING Classmates i suppose.

Only the malays. Sorry about that! :)

And try to ponder around.
who is this man here.

He was caught Jumping around in class and eating KFC chickens from E54B.
that's Yiwen's class! HAHA!
NOw who gives a shit!
Those chickens are awesomeeeeeee. :)
thanks Ian!

Got to run!

hikeeeeee.

2008-08-04T18:11:00.010+08:00

An Adventurous day! :)

Didn't go to school today.

Wanted to make use of my 2 tokens.
So I decided to bring love to Bukit Timah Hill for a hike.

Her first time hiking so i was wandering she can take the feeling.

I didn't know my girlfriend can Climb soo well!

Didnt know she could do so much thing!

And she is sooooooooo outdooooor. <3>

i love the time we spent through the hike.

We had a safe journey up, and of course going down too.

The last time I went there was like in secondary 3.
That place was an eye opener for me to understand nature,

it shows how nature can keep itself alive in the wild.

I just wish the tigers are still there roaring. haha!

Was a great day. I will let the pictures do the talking.

at the foot of BTH

top: My Monkey gf!
bottom: L is for Log, No. Its for LOVE. : )

Picnic! : )

Mission Accomplished!

Waiting for the train to come. Lol

And..
Shots!

Loggy Road

Pathway

There's a will, there will be a way

I am not going to put so many pictures,
my connection sucks.

so there..
my final Masterpiece of the day!

: )

awwoooers! lets go to this place sooon!
hands up for those who wants to tag along!

threeeee

2008-08-01T23:19:00.003+08:00

Happy Third Monthsary Sayangku Teo Yiwen. : )

Didn’t expect everything to turn out to be perfect.

Everything just seems to have followed our way and lead our way through the day.

Except for UT. Bloody UT.

We were on time for school, but I suggest we enter class late.

Ate 2 dollar-meal at macdonalds and then talked like as if we just got to know each other. :X

My bloody mouth influenced her to pon the whole class.

So we went to the library and studied.

So as to watch the new NDP theme Video Song.

We started laughing at the video due to some funny scenes.

And of course we pissed a girl off in front of us who is studying.

We left the building just to finish off our laughing gases in the tank in our damn lungs.

After UT, went to Bugis Street to walk around.

Sayang couldn’t go for training as she had this pain on

her knee that would probably make it worst so she took the day off.

Saw quite a number of things to get when we were there.

I almost spent my whole damn notes with those, was pulled back. Haha.

Ate at Tong Seng Coffeshop, (sounds weak? Try going there and eat.)

AN AWESOME food place I would say. :)

Bought watches for both of us and there! Off to home! Just to realized that it’s the 7th Month of the Chinese calendar.

So people out there do be home early!

Thank you god,

Thank you Life,

Thank you time,

Thank you. :)

"Once more,

Thank you sayang for everything,

the time, the sacrifice.

The moments, the smiles,Its’ only three.

There’s more to come my love."

Loveyou!

2008-07-29T15:27:00.005+08:00

Another Set of pictures. woooo.

"Choices"

In life, you make choices.
Make a right and the best one.
Make choices and don't turn back.

"Above all"

It's not wrong being above everyone and everything.
Remember, there's always one who are better than you.
Up there. :)

"Together"

If you want to hold something big and heavy, you can't possibly do it alone.
you need others, that's when you need someone around you.
To hold on together through dificult times, its not easy.

just like the bridge under the scorching sun.
(photo credits to K)

"Moments"

Moments are every second of your life you spent.
Friends, Family.
Treasure them while it last.
(Photo credits to Engseng)

And done. : )

I have UT later,
Sayang loaned a tablet laptop from IT office and see what she did.

I compiled everything. HAHA.
she just got the hang on using that pen too much.
replying every message using that.

and this is sweet.

How can i not boast?! haha.
*loveyousayang

Some other time yo! : )

pho-to-gra-phy

2008-07-28T22:45:00.015+08:00

What's good about photography is that it can really relaxes one mind off anything.
like for my case, i really love taking these pictures of nature.
it tells me stories. : )

check out my photo pieces!
Please comment on them on my tagboard okay! :)

"Almost there"

When we want something in life we should just go for it, Never give up and stop.
because you are "almost there" remember that. :)

"Shine"

if you have something to show, show it.
Impress. :) just like this little squirrel.

"Aim High"

Aim high, to soar on greater heights

"Rocky Stripes"

On your way to your destination, there will always be difficult times.
Do take note, there will always be help.
It's everywhere. Believe!

"Just the beginning"

Now go, find what you want.
Master what you need. : )

"Waves"

Life is just like waves, they go high and low.
Adapt to it.

AHHH! SO NICE PUTTING CAPTIONS!

Now this is one of my favourites. :)

"Foreign"

Being foreign doesn't make you left out, you can also suit the environment soon.
And make things beautiful.
JUST LIKE THE LIME in the pond! : )

<3>

Just a slow start for this small hobby of mine taking nature pictures.
Do comment yea? Loves!

zuladly.

EXCUISITE!

2008-07-28T10:43:00.010+08:00

Story Time! : )

Told you I need some miracle to make my weekends.

Met K at harbourfront while waiting for ONE DAMN HOUR for mr Engseng.

soooooo... after he came, we decided to start off from this point here.

just Seconds after climbing up the so called "stairs" up to mount faber point.

We already started Panting. HAHA!

Some views really made us laughed. like this.

K's VERY OWN, PENIS TREE! :)

And there, the scene from the top of mount faber. COOOL RIGHT...

SENTOSA from mount faber

Opposite side of mount faber, ESTATES! and you can see Marina too. : )

The weather was sooo freaking hot, but it was very windy at the same time. We didn't even care about the weather because we were busy snapping photos here and there.

Blooody Hell, Elly and Chewling wasn't with us, I felt really like Missing those 2s. They were unable to make it down because of their own reasons.

After walking some distance, We Saw this.

THE HENDERSON WAVES!!!

Now loook at those waves! and the height!

Under the Scorching sun.

Try jumping off the bridge. : )

It was soo fun, we spend some time chilling at this bridge for a while and took some pics.

K is Poser.

Me is Poser too. : )

It's not over yo, We wanted to search for the Alexandra Arc.

This is it! :)

It is Super Nice. Love Every Single moment we had here. <3

RAINTREE!! :)

It will never end, we saw another bridge crossing Alexandra Road, towards this park called the

"HortPark by the gardening Hub"

Credits to Kok Yong Jia.

And i saw this random Squirel, had this basic shot.
I have one which is very nice. cooolness.

Now this place is MORE AWESOME!

Its a park where not much citizen you can see, only professional Photographers.

EFF-ing Awesome lah.

Engseng's getting excited

K: "toyol"

Then we decided to continue our journey to kent ridge park.
Down to west coast park. : )

Lets take a gay picture before we move on. : )

I saw this big tank, there's children playing on top of it. So i went to join them and we took a picture. Those kids are just so cute lah!

look at that background lah. WOOOO.

(to add some points, This is where the british Soldiers have a lookout for japanese from that sea behind us)

FUN FACT!

Then K was thirsty, he refused to drink the mineral water. So he wants to use his 2 dollar note to buy a drink from this machine.

The note kept on bouncing back. -.-

I tried to help, but i died there too.

Grrr, face of anger.

And we moved on slowly trying to find path towards Science Park to Pasir Panjang, This is where the place we walked through get more spooky. With cynical minds, we all ran down from a killer NEVER ENDING ROAD down. Scary, but we're safe though. HAHA!

A bus saved us from that nightmare we had.

See i told you K was scared. Look at his face! HAHA!

And so i would proudly say that's the end of our journey!

Then I went to Irna's Birthday party Randomly to say hi.
Lucky thing i get to meet my sayang. : )

I'm tired of typing already.

Note* not all pictures are inserted into this entry. : ) want to see more?
come and find me yo!

I'm off!

turn the tide

2008-07-26T23:30:00.004+08:00

Okay, forget the previous post. I was damn pissed with the situation. I was over run by my mood.

My mum asked me to tag along with her to watch my brother’s drama.

Pesta Peti Putih ‘08

So I was hoping that it might change my weekend. Reach TRCC, met a lot of my friends from the Malay Cultural group, Silat and soccer teammates. And I start taking some pictures using my mum’s new phone while waiting for the studio hall to open.

The Studio stage....

The drama was great, good storyline, good actors and actresses. Particularly well played and well showcased by Republicans!

I didn’t know my brother was such as a great actor. Not to mentioned so much but “hey, who’s the Brotha huh??” haha! I am proud of him. : )

Took a picture after the show ends.

Handsome boy. : ) I like that goatie

And Rabitah my old friend next door was acting as a staff nurse!

Glad to have met her again after like a year?

That's about it, and Guess what?!

I saw ELECTRICO playing! Coool or what. But I can't get near because i do not want to get involve in the mosh mosh thingy. haha.

So i just took a picture and leave. haha!

Just done talking to my <3 align="center">Going out with K and Engseng tomorrow to somewhere we have never been before.

Once more, thanks mum, brothers for making my day brighter. <3

Wooo. bye. Tata. <3>

2008-07-26T14:51:00.002+08:00

WEEKEND

10 words to describe the beginning of this weekend.

1. Weak
2. Boring
3. Time wasting
4. Rotten
5. Nonsense
6. Crap
7. Crap
8. Crap
9. Crap
10. Eff-ed

Just hoping for a miracle to turn my mood back up right now.

To bestie:
Happy 8th monthsary for you and Ter!
Have a great weekends Bestie. <3

To sayang:
Have a great weekend. loveyou.

So long people. <3

2008-07-25T10:50:00.003+08:00

SHL ROCKS!

We are plain BORED! : )

Met up with my Favourite Awooers to have dinner with them without Engseng Because he had to train.

So this is what we do in the library waiting for the rain to stopped.

BOOO!:)

Finally i get to meet and spend time with them. Even though its just some few hours together I had a great time. : )

birthdays

2008-07-23T22:57:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Tan Chewling! <3

Never thought we might be able to go along together since the day we met through the SHL orientation camp.

A junior, a friend, a captain, and to as close as a sister who will always there to smile with.

Happy Birthday.

Thank you for everything.

Next, apologies for not being able to be there to celebrate your birthday. Tomorrow will be our day out so maybe I can pay it back. : )

Hope you like the picture created! I’m sorry about the main picture! I love it okay seducing mama! Haha.

Just too lazy to update. Sorry bestie! :p

p.a.i.n

2008-07-16T22:40:00.002+08:00

one word I will use to describe myself right now,

PAIN

I am in great pain,

let me brainstorm why am I in this state.

1. Been running too much these few days.

I thought running everyday will be good for your heart, it trains me to have more stamina and have a lower heart rate during resting. But I guess I went off too far to by putting to much exertion on myself. When my legs are having too much pressure and exertion on the ground, there's this part of the knee that will hurt you. A LOT. and it's painful.

2. I just had a match just now and because of that, it adds on. F***!

Game started at 5pm. YOU KNOW HOW HOT IT IS AT 5pm!
I started off, with a effing tiring half.
Second half, scored a goal (one of my best goal in my life :) ) and have a lot of bloody chances that I didn't convert. (SCREW MYSELF FOR THAT)
I got cramps on the third half, and hello. Its not only calf, its everywhere. :(

after the game, my knee started to call for help.
I didn't care so much until i reach home.
SOO PAINFUL.
a son like me can't even stand the pain.

I d 0 n o t k n o w h o w t o f a c e the days to come.

I am soo going to rest tomorrow,
There's a match against Ngee ann poly on friday.
Going to nike training run on saturday morning, and then sentosa with awwooers in the afternoon.
And a 400dollars stake street soccer tournament on sunday.

With this condition i'm facing, i'm as good as a dead meat.

wish me good luck. <3

<3

2008-07-15T13:40:00.002+08:00

Hello!

This is suppose to be yesterday's post. : )

first of all,

HAPPY 24th ANNIVERSARY mum and dad!

24 years of marriage, what a wonderful thing. : )

lets not forget this,

Congrats to you both.

Note, START BACK FROM ZERO!

Don't play cheat! :)

got to go!

sundaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy

2008-07-13T22:01:00.004+08:00

Sunday. : )

The day started off with a "wash the toilet" event, then i had a little discussion with my mum and my younger brother about the family's condition and financial status.

She decided to buy my brother a brand new running shoes too. : )

(and I am trying hard to convince my brother to join the race with me. -.-")

Got a wedding invitation from my dad's friend. After a long period of time I did not attend any since last 2 years, I broke that longlost trip to join my family.

Yea, it made my day so much. travel to all the way to pasir ris. SO far lah. But when we reached the place, i was filled with astonishment because its been 2 years and the designs of these events really have been improving. Its like a hotel setting! so beautiful! now i think i should just get married at the void deck. HAHA.

Went to Bukit PanjanG Plaza to get my brother's shoe when i saw Fendi classmate at the same shop. haha! hello! : )

Took a nap, at 5pm. I have to go with the schedule..

(i know its like stupid to keep putting my route map, i just want to keep track of my performance, so bear with it yo)

From home to sayang's place, lakeside.

I do not want to describe the feeling having to run the furthest distance i've ever run with constant speed in my whole damn life. F-ing painful experience.

I should just blame the food i ate during the wedding event. :P

I completed that route in 36mins.

So that means my average speed is, 3m/s.

So if i were to run 10K, my possible timing will be

2000/3 = 666seconds. (WHY IS THE NUMBER 666?!) dont bother.

666 seconds = 11.1mins.

36+11 = 47mins.

APPROX time to finish 10K is 47mins.

I still have a long way to go i guess. : )

Had dinner with sayang and then went back home by bus. haha. : )

Thanks sayang for the little time. love you.

I'm off.

CABOT SCHOOOLLLLL!!! I WANT!

run run run part 2

2008-07-12T23:08:00.003+08:00

Second half of Saturday!

I know I have been missing GF so much. I can’t watch her game because
1. I can’t go so far.
2. She doesn’t insist on it.

And there goes my weekends with her,
Like I said this morning, when I run, everything goes away.
Ran 5K this morning, I fell asleep when it’s time to run. Woke up at 6.30pm and prepare for my run.
Felt a bit lazy, so I only ran 7K. :P

I clocked in around 20++ minutes for that 7K run. I don’t know whether it’s good or not, but for sure I can tell you I was half dead when I end that run. HALF DEAD ladies and gents.

So after all the hard work, as per normal. MACDONALDS treat from MUMMY! : )AGAIn. : )
Ate Mcspicy meal and upsized it to get that Olympic cup mum wanted.
My little brother Ariff was so good at dipping fries into curry sauce and popping it into his mouth. A lesson learnt! : )

Randomly mum asked me to go down to the royal Sporting house at the same place. It was packed with Singaporeans hunting for great deals as the great Singapore sale is still on. I went in, my mum was like admiring the shoes.

And then………………………………………..

……………………………….

…………………..

………..

….

.

WOooohoooo. I GOT THIS YO!

She bought me an ADIzero CS!
I have been craving for this shoe since last month!
Actual price was $151.90, after discount blablabla.
It turned out to be $42.90!

So go grab yours now! : )

okay, im off.

Happy weekends Everyone! <3

"run run run" - jorene

2008-07-12T14:52:00.005+08:00

Lately I have been so into running.

I just found out that running can really make me a relax person, leaving my deep thoughts behind. All the troubles I had in life, the sorrows, are all gone just like that during and after run.

I was awakened by Mum this morning at 6.05am to run my 5K with her. I was super tired but something just pulled out from bed to get into my attire to run. My armband with an mp3 pocket on, towel gripped to my fist. And there we start.

my 5K route. wanna tag?

The feeling after running really relaxes my mind, what’s better is that my mum brought me down to my old workplace McDonalds to have breakfast.

For the past few years when I started my soccer life I have always hated running and fitness trainings. But when I run myself, time myself, I feel good. With those power songs blasting through my ears, it really enhances my run.

I feel this way maybe because of I have been running since I was in primary 3, I can still recall when I won the hurdles championships in primary 4 and then I got pulled into the athletics squad. From there they trained me to be a long distance runner. I won for like only 2 years, then I start losing every heats. Secondary school give me opportunity to do a lot of things, therefore I left track and field to judo, then to badminton, dance, lastly, soccer. That’s why I’m here in RP kicking balls. Too bad I do not have pictures of myself during my primary school time. You should see how short I was. Haha!

I didn’t stop sports, so I have to keep running in every sport I did.

“Running since young make me who am I now.”

you think that was all for the day?

I still have another 10K to run later on the evening. :)

humanrace

2008-07-12T00:33:00.002+08:00

The Human Race 10K

31.08.08

Hell yea I am going to participate.
Obviously chances of winning are low,
Never before i run 10km non stop,
so this will be my first.
WOooohoo. Can't wait though.

My mum is already like a coach telling me to train this and that.
Never i had a family coach. haha.

Cant wait cant wait cant wait.

yay!

2008-07-11T16:02:00.000+08:00

EFF YOU>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> LAH.

2008-07-10T23:15:00.002+08:00

2315 HOURS.

adly said: EFF YOU!!!! really. EFF YOU BIG TIME!!

Mother EFF-er.

I EFF-ing hate you.

Eff-ing make my day one more time and that's it.

fucker.

r-a-n-d-o-m

2008-07-08T16:43:00.002+08:00

Hello!

Just done with UT,

I found this random stuffs by Hidayat on his facebook.

The playmaker

The Versatile Player

The top scorer

The Man Of the Tournament! : )

I know its random, but hey.

I just love this team.

woohoooo. : )

got training. Chaow. ;)

series

2008-07-07T08:40:00.004+08:00

An Update for Saturday 5th July:

I was awakened by the morning call by Dad.

I have to transfer equipments down to my new second home at St. George Rd.

My first brother, Second Brother, and Myself went to take over the lorry my dad’s company owned and we used it to transfer it there all by ourselves. It’s quite cool to have spent some quality time with my Siblings. Once in a year we get to be like this.

After done, I practiced piano and then fell asleep for a while. Was too bored when I have this little urge to see how’s Yirah doing on the pitch. So I decided to travel all the way to NYP to check out on her. They lost, but RP had a good fight. They deserved a respect because I think RP’s style of play tremendously changed. Especially with the combination of those trained girls. WOOO.

Then Yirah and I went to AMK hub to have our dinner at McDonalds. I was so random that we started cam-whoring for a moment. Went to jalan-jalan for a while and then off home.

I had a great time with Sayang today. Thank you. : )

I am going to have a tournament tomorrow, 350 bucks at stake. We need to win this Deathsquad. : )

Now let the images do the rest of the talking.

That Empty Apartment

I love mac, I love her. : )

6th July, Sunday

Tight Muscles, lower chances to get some goals.
I guess that's just thoughts.

The main Objective:

Three Hundred and Fifty Singapore Dollars

7.45am – Report
8am – Kick Balls

1st Stage

8.20am – 4 – 1 (farhan1,adly3)
9.10am 3 – 0 (farhan3)
9.45am 2 – 0 (walkover)

2nd Stage

Quarter-finals

10.20am – Vs EB sports

EB sports is one of the powerful, best passing team with great skills that can just kill anyone coming towards them. Unluckily, we were drawn to play against them in the Quarterfinals. Every one of us was pissed, but neither amongst us wanted to pack our bags after the match.

Highlights

One shot from Farhan, Saved.
Rebound by me, missed.
Comes back to me when I lay it to Hidayat to help him with the first goal.
GOALLLLL!!

Okay one down, get another and we are as good as champions even though its quarter finals.

We hold it for long to withstand the strong attacking force of the opponents. They did everything to return the one goal loss. 2 minutes before final whistle when…

A GOAL FROM THEM. : (
They are really good and finally they got us.

Keep playing…

ANOTHER ONE CAME IN FROM THEM.

We were as good as LOSERS of the day.

One by one, we kept thinking.
We have come so far for this one bloody main objective,
350 Dollars.

I got the ball from the flank, turned and shoot.
There, EQUALIZED! : )

Final whistle.

50 – 50 game now.

1st kick EB sports – Saved
1st kick for us – Miss
2nd kick EB sports – Saved
2nd Kick for us – Saved
3rd EB sports – Saved
3rd for us – Saved
4th EB sports – Miss

LAST PERSON FOR US

Imran the goalkeeper that have been instilling the
350 Dollars in his mind.

He placed the ball down nicely, have a first touch.

There! HE WON IT FOR US! : ))))

We celebrated like as if we won a final.

3rd Stage

Semis – 10.40am

Another strong team,

But they aren’t as strong as EB sports.

They made that opening goal. But a few seconds after the center ball kickoff, I scored another. Strong game, but they couldn’t hold on to our determination to continue. Farhan scored the next goal. Increasing confidence. I was in a scoring spree mood during that time. Beautiful passing game played. Therefore I put in another 3 goals in to seal the place in the finals. WOOO.

Final Stage

11.15am

More comfortable game,
We won 3-2. : )

Mission Accomplished. : )

and thanks Sayang for coming to give your support. <3

DSLR!

2008-07-04T15:39:00.003+08:00

Check this pictures out.

This is the original picture I took using Wensen's Classmate's DSLR camera.

He taught me a lot about the settings on that camera and such. Now i think I know how to use those settings to take good and wonderful pictures.^_^

And this is when I start using my photoshop after sometime.

I know editting pictures sounds gay.

But who cares, I'm learning, and I am enjoying it. : )

I learnt how to make layers, bla bla bla.

There, the final Copy.
I decided to give a meaning at least to my meaningless shot.

CONSERVE OR DIE YOUNG! wahhaha!

Elly I know how to use the DSLR already! :P

There's a road relay thingy later,

Wish me luck people.

Loves. <3

2008-07-03T15:57:00.002+08:00

just a random note.

quotes that cracked me up today.

There's this indian girl who came up to amanda B and said,
"have you done science? shit."

........ and then she walked off. amanda just shake her head.

There's this girl who walks like as if that path was hers, she was on the phone. Then there's this BIG man who was talking on the phone too standing on her way, and then she shouted.
"EXcuseeeeeeeeee meee!!! Ouhhh Myyyy goddd! He almost squueeezed me to death!!"
That BIG man just loooked and then he gave himself a low self esteem look just because he's big.

I was laughing while imitating on that man's reaction when that lady said those sharp words.
Rude woman. HAHA

"Sentora sents soar"
Okay, this is me. I am suppose to read "Sentosa rents soar" but instead I read that out loud with much confidence. Screw my voabulary. haha.

Im done with class and Im off with my sayang home! : ) byee!

2008-07-02T00:34:00.010+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday To Farhana Nurhida! : ))

生日快乐 Farhana! :))

Selamat Hari Jadi ke 19 Farhana! : ))

It's been a year since we met, a wonderful thing that we stayed together. The times we spent, the stories we shared. The gossips we made. Ahhh you are just one of the ones that will stay in my heart! : )

note,
You are already 19, so behave like a 19 okay! : )
Take care of that young man of yours, Nur Iman Salim
I would like to see us together just as close till the end of time insya'allah.

Once Moreee, Happy birthday Farbrena Ku! : ) <3

Okay Before i forget, I need to address this.
This girl here.

Maryam Nasihah

Happy One year Anniversary of friendship okay! : )

(300607)

See, i forgotten about it, my bad.

I'm getting it back.

thank you for everything.
terima kasih atas segalanya.

Okay, I guess I am done with everything.

And of course to my sweetie,

Thank you for the time spent.

Loves. Misses. Hugs. Kisses.

<3you.

<3

2008-07-01T14:31:00.004+08:00

Happy Second Month Sayang!

more days to come for us. : )

-iloveyou-

apart from that, congrats to Engseng for winning yesterday's match against NUS.

Elly, keep trying ! : )

Got UT again. -.-"
bye*

2008-06-30T15:18:00.003+08:00

I am looking through these photos at the moment;

The gay brothers.

: )

There's UT later.

Inclusive Physical Activity UT - Today 4.15pm

Health and Wellness UT - Tomorrow 4.15pm

I hate UTs.

How I wish I could just get an A or B grade for my first 3 UTs.
Then I can skip the last one! : )

Most probably the soccer team will have a friendly match this coming Wednesday. Do come down if you want to fellow republicans! : )

I took a peek at Alane's blog, her sis is selling off her apple notebook (good condition) for 650bucks. Awesome. Interested? Click Alane on the link on the right side. : )

Okay fine Elly I am sorry I did not mention about you.

My sis Elly Syazwani is having a match today for RP!
At Kallang! Go for the win yo!

I like this picture. Engseng's masterpiece. : )

There she goes being in an EMO world.

Wish me luck for UT. : ) tata*

2008-06-29T22:36:00.003+08:00

Hello Hello!

I'm back. Just to check out my blog to see that it is almost dead. So I have to take action.

Okay,
It wasn’t a bad weekend, met with my E36L loves at Seoul garden to have a gathering together with "EAT ALL YOU CAN" time together. Mr wong, Jessica, Joyin, Chu Ying, Lionel, Eugene, Daryl. Thanks for coming to keep our spirits together as a class. : )

Happy Belated Birthday Chu Ying! : ))

Then I went to meet my <3 brother and sisters to spend time together with.
Chewling went back early because she have to get back for dinner with family so its left me and the 2 of them.

Took some pictures together and have a little talk about “sports performance”.
Realized the time was late too, so we separated and went home. : (

Sunday. F-ing Boring.

I played my keyboard from noon till late afternoon and decided to tag mummy to go jogging. She treated me to McDonalds. WHOO. Mcspicy! After months I didn’t try out the burger in McDonalds. Thanks Mak. <3

It’s just good to have someone you love keeping herself with you always. : )

Ilovemysayangsomuch.

TO ENGSEN: GOOOD LUCK FOR YOUR MATCH TOMORROW MAN! : )

Schoool

2008-06-13T10:30:00.000+08:00

Realized it was Friday the 13th. :S

2 weeks of holidays are almost over, events are almost done. For Slat, I already lost my first fight, days passed. We lost to a young team at home ground for soccer, I couldn't even perform well for Soccer.

Lets put holidays aside, I have just gotten myself a cute little C for my physical UT. I was expecting a better grade. Should have just expect a fail then I would get an A. : )

Spent most of my time with Sayang and my Fantastic Awooers. At least I have them to lean on when I was down.

I don't know how am I going to bounce back for studies when the school re-opens.

Professional profiling - I have to start my interview questions, I have to go to Singapore sports school and make my interview sessions with the teachers. K! I need help with these!

Whatever it is, I am trying hard to keep myself focus and prepared for the next half term. 8 lessons left! 32days of hard work! perhaps that would pay off at the end of the day.

Engseng is leaving tonight for Philippines for a mission trip. Serving his religion well. : ) Spiritually he's ready for that. : ) Going to miss him for a week, all the best and may you have a safe journey to and back here in Singapore bro, see you back here! hugs.

Whatever the random post I made, I was just testing out my new Windows Live writer. Looks cool when I use this. So yea, just testing out. : )

I want holidays, not ~~school~~. please

Increasing pressure

2008-06-03T12:15:00.005+08:00

I'm a VOlLEYBALLER! : )

so people start to wonder why people like me will bother doing this sport or why so sudden of me to play this sport. I tell you know it is super fun. ESPECIALLY on the white sandy beaches of Sentosa. Me and juniors went to sentosa again with addition of Sabir, Engseng and Kahwan. Total fun again as Elly's and Engseng's classmate were with us. But sadly, they weren't so friendly just like people in SHL. Sorry about that. : ) They are nice people too i would say. And i want to scold myself for not going to Silat training as my IVP/ISC first fight is this saturday and i am still here having holidays with my juniors. "a promise is a promise i suppose"

Been a while since i blogged, many things happened. SHL leadership camp. Me, Elly and engseng went to the SHL camp on friday night, everything turns down when they seized our Handphones. Make me miss my love till crazy. The activity was totally fun, team bonding and such. But it just doesnt suit my mood as i have been going through all these activities since young. So it is like kinda repetitive to do it again.

Sally Classmate! - now you have an idea of what kind of person Zul is yea? : )

Jessica - hey Senior. You did well. : ) A future leader i would say.

Mahathir - COOOOL GUY. I like your crap too. : ))) whee

Amirul - I call you the silent killer, cause you are quiet, but when you start talking or joke. YOU CRACK THE SHIT out of me. HAHA.

Nabilah - As cool as cucumber, going along with whatever is there. Keep that smile.

Juliana - yo rugger, I like the personality and the narrating. Nicely done!

Engseng - Ah you are my brother you know whats my flava. Haha. ;)

Alvin - ahh i like your philosophic talks and logical sense answers and ideas. HIGH five yo. Music library. : )

Hazwan - Another future leader, Go for floorball captain soon man. : )

Lastly, ME. - I am just a full of crap man. Dont bother me.

Thanks a lot Leonidas for the times.

Pictures of them will be uploaded soon.

Now lets get serious,

Invitational Silat Competition '08

3 days and counting.

I heard news that i will be fighting opponents from NYP or ITE,

I am not sure, from what i know these 2 schools are one of the well known ones.

Whatever it is, Zuladly is prepared. Losing is not an option, while winning is not to be boasted of.

This saturday, will be the day.
The first time i will have full support from my peers, and my family.

Strange enough my parents support me more in Silat then in Soccer.

I will show them what Selatra have made me, i will show them how strong is selatra as a unit.

The RP SELATRANS will be back in Action this year to aim for the Golden moments we want. After coming up as runners up last year, we want to take a one hop up to clinch whatever it can.

Brother piak Daniel has been training regularly for his preparation. I would like to wish both of us Chaiya brothers best of luck for this coming ISC. GO bro, we do this together just like in the movies. : )

Stay tuned for updates on the ISC '08

With love.

*loveyousayang:)

Gelitz....

2008-05-22T08:40:00.004+08:00

A night to remember

Have you ever been to an event which is just similar to the Emmy awards you saw on tv? The glitz award 2008 yesterday was awesome I would say, took my certificate of merit for Soccer and go together with the team to bond more.

Get to see how the team republic come as one to make the school proud, get to experience how is it like to get honored by the school.

Once more thank you for this small little appreciation. I thank you RP.

Congratulations to my

Captain: Muhammad Fariddudin – silver award

Manager: Abdul Faqih – sports for good award and merit award

Teammate: Muhammad Sharil – Silver award

Women Soccer: Nur Irna, Dylis – Silver award , Bernice, Iffa, Catherine, Ili, Nas – Merit award

Congratulations Winners!

Now let those pictures take over!

2008-05-19T16:56:00.002+08:00

A movie which inspired and touched lives

Happy Vesak Day,

Vesak Day special with a movie on Suria Channel today makes me sit down on my couch to continue watching tv after ages since i sat down on the sofa in my living room for TV.

Just so touching. Damn it. : )

Happy holiday everyone! Back to school tomorrow! : )

*captainbakingcookiesforusall*

fantabulous

2008-05-18T23:54:00.005+08:00

Fantabulous day.

Just four peeps in Sentosa can make the day go as bright as stars in the sky.

I woke up to prepare food, slept in the bus early morning. I ended up waiting for another 45 minutes at the interchange. K comes, followed by the 2 princess coming up next. Late coming is just so cool; have to wait for another ticketing counter for monorail. Wait for ages, nevertheless those sisters lined themselves up just for us while we get some snacks. We squeezed through the packed long vehicle, clearing the pain of suffocation when we alighted down the beach.

Palawan beach was its name. The white sandy beaches, the happy people crowding the whole zones like as if it was a family day for all made us so excited with the situation. Not much time, the strong sun was out. Strong hot rays pointing deep into our skin. K and I start kicking the Adidas volleyball Elly brought. We played volleyball while trying to get a better bond between ourselves as it’s been long since K joined us for outings. It took sometime though to gel up together in a team itself. Captain was nagging that she would want to tan her whole body as it was too fair. So we went to dip into the water to have some cool temperature before getting burnt to death. I was getting to hot when I actually took off everything just to swim. They said “eh Zul your skin will be super nice when you tan; you are dark, so eventually your skin will be like golden dark. Damn cool.” I took those seriously okay, and so I think I got conned in the end. HAHA! Thanks guys you are the best! : ) whatever it is, we still have fun. We played soccer, K and Elly emerged victoriously with 3 goals to 2. Me a soccer player lost. See not everyone can win a simple game called soccer okay. : ) We dipped in again and then formed a team of four to compete against a stranger team of volleyball, we started off weak with disagreements and miscommunication. But soon after the motivation, the SHL spirit, and the teamwork coming from us different players of sports coming together, nothing beats us. We won them hands down. SOO COOOL. I’m signing them up for sandbox for sure. : ) Dipped in again and play water wrestling, Chewling is so scared when she’s on top of K, Elly is soo excited when she got up.. K is a B(*#&$#, make people fall like #)($#*$). Hahaha. We totally had full of fun at that period of time. We tanned for an hour or less and then at the end of the day decided to wrap it up from the diminishing hot sun rays. Proceed to the animal amphitheatre for some shows, K and I took a picture with a puppy Siberian Huskey which is totally big already. After shower, we decided to take a closer look at the Merlion. We went closer, and then I randomly suggest to them that we went up through a high hill with escalators. Then……..

THE LUGE and skyride! K was like, “THIS IS THE ONE I TOLD YOU ABOUT!” We went to take a look at the video introduction about it, I don’t know why. We got psyched by it and we decided to go for it, 10 dollars for each head and there we go. Oh My goodness, the fun we had.

Chewling captain says: Undescribable!

Elly says: Awesome-ness!

Zul says: fantastic – fantabulous!

K said while smsing: Power.

That’s all, now for the pictures. : )

*my hair after bathing totally sucks because of the strong wind.

just one of the best days. winks*

2008-05-14T23:28:00.002+08:00

Happy 19^th Birthday Alane Beryl Mercado!

Out of all birthdates I can remember, this is the only date. I don’t know why.

I’m just not myself today for some reasons, certainly not because of captain’s absence. But really, I miss her when she wasn’t in school. I feel so lost, captain come back tomorrow. : (

One harsh thought I have. I have always asked myself, what I lack of. Am I good enough? Tell me about it. Things change and I changed too, I tried to make me smile, but I failed most of the times. Those who can read my mind, help me out. If not, then it’s okay.

What do you want me to say now? I'm with you always?

2008-05-11T12:37:00.003+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday Elly Syazwani!

We had fun yesterday watching a professional netball match at Toa Payoh.
We had a little piece of cake for birthday girl. Eventually we decided to Camwhore around the estate of Toa Payoh.

Today's another day that we spend our time together with. Watched “what happens in Vegas”, and I fell asleep when the ending comes. Wasn’t in the right mood today though, rough mind I have.

Don’t bother asking, I am trying my best to get over of what is bothering me right now. : )

Thank you people for those times. Loves! <3

*holdonandneverletmego

2008-05-10T12:29:00.003+08:00

It's the weekends and I am disappointing to say that I am so going to have a bad weekend because I am so Broke now.

But nevermind, I have my Juniors to make me happy today.
I am going to meet them to watch a netball NSL match at toa payoh sports hall.
Would be fun. : )

Work tomorrow was cancel due to bla bla bla. I don't know why, there goes my allowance for the upcoming week in school.

plans for upcoming week:-

Monday - Silat
Tuesday - Soccer
Wednesday - Open House Lab Tour/Soccer
Thursday - Silat
Friday - FREE. - at last.
Saturday - Open house lab tour
Sunday - ah good, chill out.

Okay,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURUL HARYATI BTE RUSLAN!!! : )
Adik ku's birthday!
may Allah panjang kan Umur mu and yea. Have fun okay!

Engseng's coming over to my place later to go toa payoh, I am going to clean this mess in my room first.

Happy weekends everyone! : )

<3

PLAY

2008-05-09T15:18:00.003+08:00

Babies are just the cutest thing. Today's lesson is all bout babies and their development sills when thy Play in their young age. So that I become a sportsmen now. Maybe it is because of my activeness when i was young. Increasing my physical skills. Whee.

Another point, my grades are doing Okay now without the dosage of coca cola. Plain water just work best. I just hate the (-0.5) thing for being late. *asshole

Okay,

Happy 17th Birthday Amanda B!
Happy Birthday Farah Yau!

May both of your wishes come true and god bless.

There's a match later, and I am not prepared. Maybe I will just go for it. See what will happen

"play to win, not play to play"

G.O.L.F

2008-05-08T15:36:00.003+08:00

Golf.

Problem statement today was all about Golf and it's changing society.

Ponder this out, "Will you play golf if you can't afford to buy it's equipments?"

Don't worry, the government is trying hard to do something about it. To make sports a better industry in Singapore.

Thanks Tiger Woods for making this trend. You just make my day so fine today in class.

Yea I am in class now listening to the last team's presentation.
Not going to train today as I need to rest for tomorrow's match.
I have to, if not I will be in a fatigue condition by the time i stepped onto the pitch tomorrow.

Health and wellness UT tomorrow.
Got to revise everything tonight.
I can't wait for the weekend, I need some sleep.

just another day

2008-05-07T00:38:00.000+08:00

It’s Wednesday morning and I am here enjoying my day off night.

My laptop hasn’t been behaving well lately so I have to send him to acer for checkup in the morning at 11am. Thanks to Yiwen that she agrees to accompany me down since it is at Jurong.

Fine morning, when I enter class I just found out that my facilitator just marked me late. Coolness in her, I was 30secs – 1min late. Great, there goes my A for the day. -.-

Don’t want to talk about it, I wanted to skip school but people around me just wouldn’t let me do it. How sweet they were thinking about those, at least a B will do for today’s lesson and I will smile. Luckily the presentation mediums were done by acting out scenes or a skit for entertainment and understanding purposes.

Lesson today are about how similar or different is an anti-spyware to a human immune system. Nothing great, just good and essential understanding of our complete body functions deep inside.

Silat training, I would agree that today’s training was one of the tiring ones. I’m not sure whether it’s my body fluid of tireness or the training itself. Have a sparring session with the Ex-champion of IVP last year and also with my president who is so damn bloody fast. After those sessions, now I will declare myself prepared for the coming IVP Silat in June mentally and physically. I am prepared, winning and losing will be the facts of a fight. But certainly I am not going to waste my time training to just lose. I want a Gold for the school. RP SELATRA that is. Watch out for us in June 6^th during the opening ceremony in RP home ground.

Listening to the big lecture by the Silat seniors just now was a setback. I really admit, they are really good at motivating, and also good at killing time to talk. Ha-ha! : ) That’s what seniors are for when it comes to team discipline.

Spent time with my 2 brothers Daniel and Engsen , captain Chewling and assistant Elly for a light dinner. Head back home straight.

Something’s happening to Elly and Chewling and Amanda B. Some small misunderstanding I think. I don’t know what’s happening. Shouldn’t be so bad and I hope you people will figure things out okay? I want to see the jolly smiles again. : )

I have to rest for tomorrow. Another day. Talk tomorrow. Nights. : )

searching for the light

2008-05-05T23:36:00.001+08:00

Today,

I looked around me, I see sadness, I see fears, I see confidence, I see strength, and I see people believing in themselves. I would conclude that nothing in this world is fixed. It will go up and down just like the waves of the ocean. It will keep coming back to us no matter how much we oppose it. It will never give up in giving us happiness and sadness together.

I smiled, while I was crying deep down my heart. A question popped out, “Why must every one of us feel this way? Is there a fix day for us to be happy? Can we know when is our day and when is not?” No one knows the answer; it comes “live” to us. We will never know what will happen until we ourselves experience it.

Now I know why people say they wanted to change the world. It’s because of all these things happening around us, affecting the young minds, the red bloody hearts of everyone, and their behavior.

Ask your heart, what do you want in life? Can you do it? Think again, does everyone around you have that same opportunity as you do?

Now I know this is weird, I have been thinking about all these for the past few days. It has been bothering me of why must it always be like that. I have to tell myself that I am the only one who can change my own life. No one can but you yourself.

If you have a piece of bread with cheese in your pocket just for yourself to eat the whole day, you saw an old man sitting by the road yelling for food, would you give it away to him? Or would you just walked pass him and pity him with your heart? You might be surprise with the answers everyone will give. But truly in real life, that don’t happen here anymore.

I know it’s kind of random, but let me just express what I feel about the situation I am in right now. We have chances to do what we want to do in life. Just take note, some people just can’t.

black and white

2008-05-04T21:26:00.004+08:00

Life is good when everything go on our way.

But it's unfair when everything don't go our way.

So when can we know that life is good or unfair?
Find out about it.

Thank you sisters for coming down to give us your generous support. Thank you so much. Yiwen too.

Come on team, we worked so hard.
This is what we get, one day everything will be ours.
Take my words.

Anatomy lesson tomorrow.
I do not want to smile,

"smile and the world will smile with you"

thanks Engseng. will do. : )

2008-05-03T21:04:00.000+08:00

What a day I had.

Woke up so early in the morning like an NS man just to go school for Silat friendly match against Millennia Institute. During the event, Elly came and enjoy the show after she’s done with her photography IG. I don’t even know whether I’m fighting or not. First they say yes, in the end they said no. Whatever it is, I still get to enjoy the feeling of being in a competition mat. Whatever it is, the day was just nice.

My laptop is giving me problems, and I certainly need to send it to Acer for repairs soon. But I’m not free in any days of the week. -.-“ I am so not looking forward to next week.

Note: *Static Elly.

holiday

2008-05-01T23:36:00.009+08:00

Greetings!

Question for today’s blog topic:

What happened today and reflect on what have happen.

Okay, I met my sweet brothers and sisters for work earlier today. All wearing white! It’s been quite a long time since I met them. Proceed to our venue for work which is some church. Quite a small church, this is the first time I entered one. Well, nothing much. Start working at 2pm, from 2pm to 5pm we spent time talking and chit chatting together while waiting for the wedding to start. Daniel and I were asked to pour juice for the customers. Whatever it is, we got the luckiest and easiest task. The small, quiet church was filled with almost 200 hungry people who just came down the wedding ceremony hall. I met someone, who was one of my close friends before, Yvonne. Wearing a pink dress like as if she’s getting married. Second wedding dinner I experienced and yea, it was kind of good to see everyone’s happy under one roof. Reflections: On a happy and memorable day like this, people are suppose to be happy. Especially the bride and the groom, even though it was a small one. Everyone smiles. : )

Took some pictures. Overall, it was a “worth it” day since its labour day.

Captain: Hey man how can I miss my captain man? Okay captain, I know you are strong enough in your heart to go through life. Yes I know I can’t see the difficulties in you yet, but even if you have. I think you are just mature and strong enough to carry yourself through. Jia you captain. Seriously I respect you much as a captain. And not a junior. So lead us and yea, let’s see how far you can bring us okay? : ) I’m your assistant and so assistance is a must for me too. : )

So there, keep tagging and I will keep posting for more. <3

life is like the oceans

2008-05-01T00:12:00.002+08:00

May 1^st

First of all, Happy Labour Day.

A Daily life can make a simple and fine day go dark.

Smiles to frowns
Happiness to sadness

Have you ever think what’s happening around the world other than your current surroundings?

Have you ever think what others felt other than your current feelings?

Have you ever thought of all these?

Personally, I think it’s just best for us to keep thinking of what’s happening around us every single moment we spend our daily life.

If we are smiling, for once let’s think about those who are frowning.

If we are happy, let’s think about others who do not have the same feelings.

It will make us better people. Being thoughtful is just one acting of random kindness we human being make. It is true that there’s nothing we can do to make this people happy or better. But the thoughts can fill us with good morality and kindness in future. I really feel like talking about this topic because today, I have learnt one lesson about it. I hope you readers can understand this. Do have a good thought before we do anything. Think about the different perspective that others have towards our actions. Make more people smile and there goes your day shining through time.

Sounds like a philosophic issue. NOT.

To Engsen,

Cheer up man, every one of us will have our time on this blue earth. One day and that certain day the time will come for us to leave this place for good. I was in your situation before, perhaps having worse case. But man, life has to go on. You have us, Ahwooers, who always been together to be strong helping one another. Keep that smile on you and let’s move on together in life. : ))

To Elly,

Keep believing in yourself; do not put your head down just because things don’t go how you want it to be. Life has challenged you into these situation, you have the strength, go on and show them what you got. We believe in you, strongly. If we can believe in your abilities, why can’t you? Think about it yea. I have a responsibility in life, and that responsibility is to make sure people around me smile and be happy of what they are doing. That applies to you. Go all out to give your best performance, and that day will come soon. Cheers. Take care of that gorgeous eye. Once it’s cured, I’m going to miss that one.

"if you feel like giving up, think about how you come all the way here to your current position"

To everyone,

Happy holiday. Have fun and enjoy the day. Be sure to be back in school on friday! : )

its been a while

2008-04-29T23:06:00.003+08:00

its been more than a month since I had this blog polished.

Okay now lets get back to business.

It is just so good and nice to meet wonderful people.

I met these people through the freshmen orientation camp.
It was a fun one, i do not want to say much. But hey, beautiful people make the situation so beautiful too. Bonding with others and new faces can just make our life more occupy with happiness I guess.

Its always good to have someone new in your life, but to think again. What will happen to the old loved ones? Thankfully, i have my heart big enough to love all of them. Without them, i wouldn't be as strong as how I am now. Perhaps i need more strength to push myself up.

I have good classmates, good companions, and mates. The light to happiness i suppose. The end of frowns. How I wish we could just be like the branches on a tree, which is hold by a tree living together for years as a family.

Studies have been going well, couple of As and Bs. Modules getting more interesting and fun. Maybe now i would say "I am in the right course!"

Silat RPI '08 is coming soon. And i hope i would be able to work hard to represent school to win something for the team and for myself this year. perhaps a gold one.

Soccer IVP '08 - '09 will be held at a later period which is around November. Almost 30 trialist consists of defenders and midfielders have been selected for the trials. Slots waiting for Strikers and goalkeepers next.

Anyway, obvious views that i have to focus more on silat for now. Its now or never i guess. Attendance will be needed for achievement here of course.

To those who visited my blog for the first time, welcome here. : )
Old readers, Apologise for the dead-ness of this page. Hope i can still have time to update sometime.

I would like to end of with this;

"We are all human beings with the same blood colour, We are all equal."

*random siak* : )

2008-03-29T22:45:00.002+08:00

i gained 8kg for the past 2 weeks.

can i eat weights? : )

awaiting

2008-03-05T00:16:00.004+08:00

APRIL 2007 DECEMBER 2007 FEBRUARY 2008 Field oh Field..
You are going to be officially open really soon.
I am one of the players who are going to appreciate you so much.
So please do welcome me on your green green grass of home.
Help me with whatever i can.
And the home team. Treat us like your children.
Win for us, bring us glory.
With patience we will wait.

COME HOME SOON RP FIELD! : ))

surprises are inevitable

2008-02-20T22:44:00.009+08:00

updates on my bestest birthday i should say! : )

a lovely evening spent with my loved ones.

Daniel
Yiwen
Iman
Farhana
Shasha
Yati
Irna

and BESTIE!

these wonderful people really made my day goes WOOOO!

We had a dinner at Sakura restaurant. cool place it is.
Had our dinner together, and so much for me to predict that they had a surprise, i couldn't tell when it is coming. Truly enough these people can really make wonderful surprises.

I do not want to say much about it, i will just keep it to myself.
And to think what is my best present of all,
Their presence, the best present for me.

surprises are just wonderful.

Thank you soo much !

And to everyone who wishes me, and remember me.
Thank you once more!
May all of you have a wonderful year ahead!

19th on 19th

2008-02-19T00:23:00.003+08:00

19th years old now.

Just realized a couple of days ago, anyway. thank you and special thanks to;

Yiwen!
You're the first to wish me right on time! Well your tactics for not getting to sleep is there, celebrated with me for a moment and off to sleep. Well, she's just the best thing happened tonight. Really make me smile for long after having heavy frowns for the day. Thank you! Loves!

Karvina
Happy 19th birthday to you too Karv. Both of us are just moving on towards different directions now and yeap. Life goes on. apologizes for everything that i've done. its all over. and so. you have fun over there and have a happy life! thanks a lot for the wish! Ingat.

Hilary.
You were distanced away from me and we were somehow not that close as before. but hey, brotherhood stays. I knew you would make that wish. Thank you so much bro. thank you.

Iman Samor
This one here, a man with heart, a man with good words. Thank you so much for being there when we always need each other. A brother not to be lost.

Farhana Sriprai
She's just so cute when a cable actually distrupted her plans to wish me. LOL. Thank you so much! It's been almost a year, keep sharing your problems together, keeping that smile on that dimple-face. All those jokes, apologises for any hurts done. : ) loves.

MQ!
Didn't see that coming!! You were the one who surprised me big! thank you so much! and hope we can go out soon yea! : ) hugs! and loves!

Sabrina Bestie!
YOu KUKU PISANG! Lol, sab-pisang is just soo sweet. thanks a lot for that wishes bestie! thank you soo much! :) lots of loves and hugs!

Mary
Ah ni lagi satu, its been long since we talked. I knew that was coming, and yeap. She came and make that wish, thanks a lot. : ) u be nice and stay happy always! : )

Faiz
Eh cool didnt expect you to remember, something must have told yea! Lol. but hey. thanks a lot. : ) have a good day, months, and year! :)

Not forgetting those advance wishers
- Putri
- Aqidah
- Latifah
- Aysha

Wait, i know there's more just can't recall. Lol. SORRY!

Anyway! To those who make those sincere wish,

THANK YOU SO MUCH.

From the bottom of my heart. i love you all.

Birthday Speech,

Being a 19th year old teen is not about being older, to me it is all about being a more mature man with extra additional qualities to be unleashed in life. Having many Lovely Friends around me is just the best things that can happen. I would like everyone of my friends to have a wonderful year ahead, if you have a bad year before, this is the year where you will have a good one. Don't rush on your life, cause life does not rush on you. Take it nicely and slowly, and therefore you will have the life that you want.

Whatever, i am just filling up spaces. :P

last credits

Daniel Piak

Thanks a lot bro for whatever things that you have in mind, i know you are sleeping now. Go get your damn sleep. haha. lets just hope 19th February will be a day to celebrate and release all our problems and worries. I'm looking forward to it.

- I'm 19th. and all i need is time and love. -

Choices

2008-02-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

it's 12th February now.

let me see what's else is coming.

14th February!

VALENTINE'S day! : )

i would like to wish everyone a happy valentine's day!
Those couples out there, do appreciate everyone around you,
It is a day where we spend time with those who have always been with us all these while.
No need to be your girlfriend or whatsoever.
It can be anyone.
Sadly, i don't have any! :P
Not my time maybe. Maybe next time :)

15th February

Singapore River HongBao Event and Soccer friendly against SIA

Between these 2. Soccer and Wushu.
I have always put soccer as my first priority,
I gave up an important position in Wushu to play my part in Soccer.
I gave up almost everything in Wushu just for Soccer.
But after IVP ended, i planned to focus and perform for Wushu this upcoming event at Esplanade. Its a big one. To think again, i have a match on that day itself. CLASH OF TIME.
I can choose to play first half of the game then rush down to Esplanade for my first SELF CHOREOGRAPHED SPARRING ROUTINE with my brother Piak. Performing in front of Singaporeans Crowd, its the first time we are doing this. I already promised everyone i will do it. And so to put soccer aside FOR JUST THIS ONE DAY, its hard. My heavy heart just don't wanna do it. But hey, life is always full of options and choices where you will make. I'm in the middle of 2 island. I'll bring a team down if i choose another. So, i have decided to let go of soccer for just one day, and to do it for the Wushu team. This is it, the day.

I have been working out these few days, Gym, Swimming. Soccer. cool.
Just hope i can prepared for the swimming test for my PTI course. : )

8 More weeks to School! Can't wait.
Just keep tagging and i will keep up with the updates! : )
lots of loves. : )

Horrorscope?

2008-02-05T22:24:00.001+08:00

Hello friends!

Ahh, i have the mood to blog now.
There's nothing important tomorrow except for work.
Chinese New year's coming.
Everyone's having reunion.

In case I do not update,

I would like to wish everyone a very HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! : ))

so here's today's news.

Pisces Horoscope for February 5 2008

You see what's wrong and you know what to do now. The time has come to make it real, and it's a lot bigger than any one person. This means cooperation and organization, authority and discipline, and most important responsibility. All these things are what it takes to get you where you know you want to go.

Wellness - 25%
Intellect - 89%
Love - 50%
Emotions - 78%
Intuition - 66%
Creativity - 58%
Work - 33%
Money - 82%

Power Numbers: 32, 12, 21, 13, 11, 14

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Before that, i would like to talk about today.

I woke up in the morning and found myself having body aches all over.
I did whatever things that can help me prepare for the Match.
I drank Glucose to prevent myself from getting cramps during the game,
I stretched real hard to make sure my muscles are loosen,
Spread TIGER BALM all over my body,
and my lovely grandma massage my body for me. how sweet, love her so much.

Get myself to school for the bus to Millenia Institute.
Warm up, and change.
Dud gave me a captain armband,
i was like, "huh? i'm not prepared for this man"
so i tell myself, "just shut up zul and wear, this is where you start showing some leadership qualities".
I wore it and when i stepped onto the pitch,
my heart beats for as fast as a sick man.

Asyraf scored,
Followed by me,

Opponents scored,

Zul Cute finish it off with another goal to make it 3 - 1. (zul cute is not me.)

2 of my important teammates were booked off from the field.
I was seriously lost throughout, but that tells me that i must work even harder to keep that lead. And so it did.

So what happened today really tele with my horrorscope, especially with the leadership part. The power numbers! 11 and 14!! my jersey number and my fav number! what the hell.
But nah i will not put so much "believe" in these things, maybe just guidelines. : )

so there, i just updated.
Those who visit my blog and read, please do tag.
Cause i want to know who are my readers.
If there's no tag, i would not have any mood to update too.
SO please! TAG ALONG YEA! : )

2008-02-05T00:30:00.000+08:00

sorry people.

the mood to blog is just not there.

many things happened, events, outings, and such.

but nah. not now.

just hope i will get better and get back to track for you readers again yea.

till then! : )

Charlie Brown. : )

2008-01-20T22:48:00.000+08:00

Greetings!

I spend my weekends working, with my brother Daniel. We decided to work to at least stabilize ourselves in finance, especially me.

Earned quite a handful, but we got pulled by the sales and discounts, so we spent some of our cash on those. : P

Just go back home from having dinner with Mary, she came all the way from woodlands to Bukit Panjang just for dinner. Oh well, sacrifices.

Received an email from Shasha about some cartoon Characters, it is like we have to answer some questions, calculate the points given. We will found out which cartoon characters are we like. I was pretty bored, so I decided to lean forward and do it. Let me share. So here:

1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date?

e) Going to the movies (3 pts.)

2. What is your favorite type of music?

d) Country (5 pts.)

3. What type of movies do you prefer?
a) Comedy (2 pts.)

4. Which one of these occupations would you choose if you only could choose one of these?
b) Professional Sports Player (5 pts.)

5 What do you do with your spare time?
a) Exercise (5 pts.)

6. Which one of the following colors do you like best?

c) Sky Blue (3 pts.)

7. What do you prefer to eat?

d) Pasta (4 pts.)

8. What is your favorite holiday?

d) Valentine's Day (4 pts.)

9. If you could go to one of these places which one would it be?
a) Paris!!! (4 pts)

10. With which of the following would you prefer to spend time with?

b) Someone attractive (2 pts.)

add it up,

3+5+2+5+5+3+4+4+4+2

= 37!

And sooo….

36 – 43 points

YOU ARE CHARLIE BROWN!

You are tender, you fall in love quickly but you are also very serious about all relationships. You are a family person. You call your mum every Sunday. You have many friends and may occasionally forget a few birthdays. Don’t let your passion confuse you with reality.

AND THAT IS OHHH SOO TRUE!

Let see, I fall in love quick. I am so serious about relationships too. Family Person yes somehow. I have many friends indeed, and sometimes I forget people’s birthday. :P example, I forgot when’s Daniel’s birthday recently. WTH. :P

And so accurate that I always call mum and not dad! Hahah! : )

Anyway, being like Charlie Brown. The last time I heard about that cartoon is when I was in Primary School?

2008-01-19T00:45:00.000+08:00

Pictures of the NYP game was sent by Mary to me.
Just a few shots of the team i select to put it here..

Results: NYP 2 - 1 RP

Credits to Mary.

2008-01-17T23:57:00.001+08:00

i can't describe my feelings now.

I played the best game ever.
I couldn't say I performed
cause i didn't win for the team.
and I couldn't say I didn't neither
cause i did my best to put in a goal.

It was hard, challenging, and a memorable one.
I knew it was going to be my bestest game i will ever had in my life.
Being in the greenish surface field for 90 minutes wasn't bad after all.
After some pains, cramps.
I still remember the words from coach,
"keep on believing" and the result will come.
I did, and so. did that goal.

But still, the results were not to expectations.
2-1.
well, the best i can say now is that
It was the most exciting game,
with those roaring supporters.
i felt that i was in a final match.

Thousands of thank yous to everyone who made their way down
To give their full support to the team.
I felt great.
thank you once again. : )

Even though we are out of the IVP,
we knew how strong we are.

Next game, we are going to match against ITE,

And followed by playing against NTU in the last game of IVP.

And so, thats all.

i will upload some pics for you people to see sometime!

2008-01-08T21:19:00.000+08:00

Something made me blog again
I still can't believe that I am injured.

I will miss the next match which is tomorrow.
A big game for me, i guess i blew it up.
Now I must not think about what i shall do tomorrow.
Just sit down on the bench and shut up.

I will have to look forward,
There's training this Friday,
and a beach soccer tournament this Saturday.
I can't play tomorrow, so if my healing process speed up,
I would be able to play this Saturday.

School's tomorrow,
Cognitive lesson.
Its been ages since I studied Philosophy.
Tomorrow can be a good start for me to get back with my studies.

To be honest,
There are a lot of things going through my mind now.
A lot.

I am trying my best to forget everything and take each day by day slowly.

Dear Ankle,

I am sorry for what had happened to you for the past few days, And now all i need from you is to recover as soon as possible. I really need this recovery to get myself back on track. I know this is not the first time, but do help me out with this.

See, it's kinda stupid to talk to your ankle. But it works sometimes, LOL. We need to show some love man!!

I'll update more. I need to take my dinner now.

2008-01-08T18:45:00.000+08:00

Injuries

Made
me
rot
in
bed
for
the
whole
enterprise
day.

And I missed training.

RP against SMU tomorrow (IVP second game)

And I am off in action. BENCHED. Whatever.

I pray for a miracle. :(