Saturday, July 04, 2009 | 11:50 PM
and i feel like saying something
I feel like saying something.......Sometimes I wonder how it is going to be like in future. Sometimes I wonder how it is like to be a grown adult taking control of a family. Sometimes I wonder how it is like to be earning for myself and feeding my own family. Sometimes I wonder how it is like to wake up with my wife beside me. Sometimes I wonder how it is like to see my children running around the backyard with my wife cutting vegetables in my own home. Sometimes I wonder how it is like to see everyone around me smiling.
Sometimes I wonder how it is like to be so happy throughout the year. Sometimes I wonder how it is like to be victorious in every single time we compete. Sometimes I wonder how it is like to see hear people losing the ones they loved each day. Sometimes I wonder how it is like to be a person who is being looked up at. Sometimes I wonder how it is like to be someone who is always helping others no matter what. Sometimes I wonder how it is like to fall down from great heights.Sometimes I wonder how it is like to sit in room of walls without windows. Sometimes I wonder how it is like to have everything we want in life. Sometimes I wonder how it is like to be someone who do not know ABCs and 123s. Sometimes I wonder how it is like to be an angel.Sometimes I wonder how it is like to understand something that NO ONE UNDERSTANDS. Can all these be true?I doubt so because I have learnt that in life, we are nowhere at the top, nor on the bottom of everything. Even an uneducated individual can be somewhere high in the level of satisfaction in life. I sat down by the window and asked myself, "what would I be? What is going to happened to things and people around me one day? What should I do?" who knows? Only Allah knows where my path is going to lead me. Only fate knows where I will be sitting down and pray that everything around me is going to be fine as possible as it could. I would always be an ordinary man who will never stop exploring life at all angles. I will always be a person who would seek learning in everything I do, and applying it positively to anyone who needs it most.To those who thinks you are the only one in this world, look around you. Touch your heart, and hear it beats, listen to the rythm. And you will find out who you are, and how you get there. We are all humans. <3
