Monday, May 05, 2008 | 11:36 PM
searching for the light

Today,

I looked around me, I see sadness, I see fears, I see confidence, I see strength, and I see people believing in themselves. I would conclude that nothing in this world is fixed. It will go up and down just like the waves of the ocean. It will keep coming back to us no matter how much we oppose it. It will never give up in giving us happiness and sadness together.

I smiled, while I was crying deep down my heart. A question popped out, “Why must every one of us feel this way? Is there a fix day for us to be happy? Can we know when is our day and when is not?” No one knows the answer; it comes “live” to us. We will never know what will happen until we ourselves experience it.

Now I know why people say they wanted to change the world. It’s because of all these things happening around us, affecting the young minds, the red bloody hearts of everyone, and their behavior.

Ask your heart, what do you want in life? Can you do it? Think again, does everyone around you have that same opportunity as you do?

Now I know this is weird, I have been thinking about all these for the past few days. It has been bothering me of why must it always be like that. I have to tell myself that I am the only one who can change my own life. No one can but you yourself.

If you have a piece of bread with cheese in your pocket just for yourself to eat the whole day, you saw an old man sitting by the road yelling for food, would you give it away to him? Or would you just walked pass him and pity him with your heart? You might be surprise with the answers everyone will give. But truly in real life, that don’t happen here anymore.

I know it’s kind of random, but let me just express what I feel about the situation I am in right now. We have chances to do what we want to do in life. Just take note, some people just can’t.



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