Happy 19^th Birthday Alane Beryl Mercado!

Out of all birthdates I can remember, this is the only date. I don’t know why.

I’m just not myself today for some reasons, certainly not because of captain’s absence. But really, I miss her when she wasn’t in school. I feel so lost, captain come back tomorrow. : (

One harsh thought I have. I have always asked myself, what I lack of. Am I good enough? Tell me about it. Things change and I changed too, I tried to make me smile, but I failed most of the times. Those who can read my mind, help me out. If not, then it’s okay.