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Thursday, August 16, 2007 | 8:47 PM

this close to failing

every individuals have their good times and bad times..

some don't even accept the fact that they are having bad times.

i just realized that my bad times are here! i don't know whether to be happy or not.
but what's life without any spices in it? therefore, i have to accept these bad times.

face everything slowly and develop times for happiness. :)
well, these few days things had been going well ( as in school and studies )

BUT! i just felt that something is not going that well ! i don't know what is the cause of these.
and maybe it is for me to find out more about it.

When i'm in class, i'll get sad. Sometimes not only in class, but outside class.
I dont know why i got sad.

Maybe it is because of my health condition now ? my ulcers are still like that and i cant do much but to bear those pains.

And for today, i started fasting.

reasons,

1 ) to repay back those days which i didn't fast for the past years

2 ) to save money

3 ) to make myself a better individual

4 ) to love life and people around me

it really make myself a better person fasting, a lot of restrictions, but yeah, it makes me more a confident man to live life. : )

and so, something awakes me up!

my grades!

thanks to yenching classmate for sending me the excel file that calculates my gpa for the semester.

i calculated mine. and found out that i was this _ _ close of having to retain another year for science! u know how much i hate science man. but i did made it lah. : ) thankfully.

well, i blogged because i feel that i have to because it is kind of quiet in here.

new blogskin, same blogger.

Thanks for the comments! : ) loves.

zierry*