Hello people,

It’s been long since I met my secondary school friends. I miss them so much, seriously I do.

Holidays have already begun; I have been waiting for it to come. But now, when it’s here, there’s something I am unhappy about and I really need to know what is going on with me. I found out about my condition after the game against bishan arsenal FC senior team in school. We won 4-1, and frankly I still think that the team has a long way to go and to prepare for IVP. I am really working hard to get a seat in the team. After that match, I waited for the girls, they returned to school from NUS after having match against the home team in that school. They didn’t make the win, but I heard there are a couple of chances. The girls are working so hard together, and I hope they will to prepare themselves well for the POL-ITE tournament.

We went to KFC and had supper, I wasn’t in the mood, I don’t know why. Something just stop me from smiling, I can only afford to fake all my smiles towards everyone around me. First, I was busy reflecting myself about how the match can go in other ways. Next, I am missing someone. And lastly, I need rest. Is it because I didn’t wear my jersey with the number 14 printed on it? Or is it because I didn’t perform well on that day? Well, I think I have done my task by scoring two goals including the equalizer. Alright, forget about that game. Now lets look forward, I don’t know how to make myself strong. I want my happy feelings back, and now it is not here. I want my smiles back, please give me my smiles back. Please. : (

You people may think Zul is so happy with this and that. Think again, look inside me, I am not myself nowadays. I need my happiness back, please. Somebody please help me?

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