Wednesday, August 29, 2007 | 11:39 PM
sadness = happiness
Things have gone bad. Good to bad, and from bad to worst. I have been expecting all these anyway. I am prepared to face all these. I lost my camera initially, and my allowance was strike off by my parents. I don’t mind though, because the camera is so called “suppose to be stolen”.
I was using my laptop at around midnight when my dad started nagging. I hate it; seriously I do not like it when he does that. His words are really spicy. I know my dad well, and he means his words. One of his phrases was “I will smash your laptop because I was the one who paid for it, and I don’t care whether you go school or not.” He means it people. One of the reason he said those was because the electrical bill was flying high.
He’s trying to say that I am the one who caused all these to happen! If you people were in my position as me, I bet you would burst into tears because of his words. The best thing was, my allowance will be cut to a third of what I receive per month. Great! I was about to save some money for the pre season trip in October or November. And he ruins my life again! That’s what dads’ are for isn’t it? Never mind, he’s my dad anyway.
Earlier tonight I was sitting in my room and writing the lyrics of the song I wrote when I saw this piece of paper lying on the floor, I picked it up and read it. It made my day today. I’ll share it with you readers.
Attention: Officer In charge
CITICAB LTD
Dear sir / Madam,
Regarding this taxi driver on 13 may 2007 hougang ave 8 vehicle no SHA8221B around 10.00 am to 10.30 am this driver the attitude so bad because he want to parking for reverse he never see left side people walking nearly hit the people. Afterward I tell the taxi driver must see left side got people waling or not.. Then the driver angry want fighting and shouting to me.
Why your company employ this type of attitude of the person. Your driver must kind and polite to people ? Please take action this taxi driver ? Please reply regarding this matter !
Thanks and regards !
Cute right? Okay, the purpose of me putting it here it’s not to insult, but I do respect the writer because he/she have a good sense of letter structure, and format! Well done. : ) about the rest, you make the remarks.
I found this letter in class; I picked it up and brought it home. I have no idea who the one is writing this from my class.
Anyway, thanks everyone who offers me to give me help when I need it! Loves!
Sunday, August 26, 2007 | 12:21 PM
pay it forward
25th August, 2007
A fine morning and I woke up at 8 to check the year ones soccer girls in NUS having a little invitational tournament.
I can sense that I’ll be having a bad day today;
- Waited 30 damn minutes for the bus.
- Alighted at the wrong stop.
- Lost my camera, stolen by some asshole.
I simply can’t understand why people have to steal, I don’t know why neither. I guess it’s really just that there aren’t many individuals with golden hearts. Maybe I should just let it be because sometimes people do make mistakes. We can’t just blame that oneself for it. So those girls, who were with me, don’t worry so much about it because it is already off possession from me and we can’t do anything about it but to pray for the safety of our pictures in the camera.
To the man who took the camera,
Hey there, it’s nice to see you sitting in front of us. I guess you assume that camera was left there for a number of days huh? Its okay man, I really hope you have the heart to return the camera. If you don’t, all I have to say to you is good luck. Good luck in having that new camera of yours. It is officially yours now I guess, but remember, I will still regard it as stealing. You know what will happen to you if you steal; I am not saying that we will catch you or whatever. But something important to you will get stolen by someone else sooner. It may sound harmless, but remember. That something important to you could be someone’s life dude. Think about how the owner will feel first before stealing, if you don’t, then you will feel how I feel sooner. All the best for your life in Singapore. Take care siol.
Best regards,
Zierry
I was down the whole day, this happened and that happened. I still have to control myself and smile. Frankly, those girls really make me happy today, with all those laughter. Thank you everyone. : ) with much love.
*Zierry wants his life back.
Saturday, August 25, 2007 | 2:17 AM
i need it
Hello people,
It’s been long since I met my secondary school friends. I miss them so much, seriously I do.
Holidays have already begun; I have been waiting for it to come. But now, when it’s here, there’s something I am unhappy about and I really need to know what is going on with me. I found out about my condition after the game against bishan arsenal FC senior team in school. We won 4-1, and frankly I still think that the team has a long way to go and to prepare for IVP. I am really working hard to get a seat in the team. After that match, I waited for the girls, they returned to school from NUS after having match against the home team in that school. They didn’t make the win, but I heard there are a couple of chances. The girls are working so hard together, and I hope they will to prepare themselves well for the POL-ITE tournament.
We went to KFC and had supper, I wasn’t in the mood, I don’t know why. Something just stop me from smiling, I can only afford to fake all my smiles towards everyone around me. First, I was busy reflecting myself about how the match can go in other ways. Next, I am missing someone. And lastly, I need rest. Is it because I didn’t wear my jersey with the number 14 printed on it? Or is it because I didn’t perform well on that day? Well, I think I have done my task by scoring two goals including the equalizer. Alright, forget about that game. Now lets look forward, I don’t know how to make myself strong. I want my happy feelings back, and now it is not here. I want my smiles back, please give me my smiles back. Please. : (
You people may think Zul is so happy with this and that. Think again, look inside me, I am not myself nowadays. I need my happiness back, please. Somebody please help me?
Thanks for spending your time reading this entry.
Visit often! : )
- zierry needs help.
- Aku perlukan bantuan
- I want my : ) back.
Love.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 | 12:02 PM
H2o molecules
The small, inflatable water court we played on.
How would you feel to play soccer with water level up to your ankles?Close your eyes and imagine. Imagine yourself kicking a ball from this little water soccer court.It is not easy! : ) and yet, FUN! ! ! repeat after me, F - U - N ! : )on saturday morning, i woke up early to meet the soccer players in jurong east interchange.then we proceed to FICO sports hub to participate in the water soccer competition fun!When we were about to prepare. The rain started pouring heavily, itis heavy. im serious. and so, i was a bit brought down because i am afraid they might cancel or postpone it. But never are they going to do that ! they continued and start the first game ! it was super duper cool !! : ) i love it. L-O-V-E it. : ) some of them fell without kicking any balls! some of them can't even kick! : ) fun fun fun fun. it really makes me smile and laugh every single time i played. Even though im in so called a foul mood on that day, the event really made my day.Republic poly team sent 4 teams, and the top four teams where from RP. : ) well done!So we boys played with the fico team. We won 7-6 . : ) rp rocks lah. After a lot of fun, we left that place and eat at jurong point. i planned to watch the fireworks during the fireworks festival, but in the end, my decision was not to go as im tired and i needed some rest.
Ouh yea! we got into the news! : ) because we are the first badge to get to play this water soccer in asia! : )
Last week of school and im here in school blogging. so bored. i want to cabot(pon) right after im done ith this entry i think. we'll see about it later on again. There's a match going on this wednesday for me so i totally need rest for today. : ) but i can't go home first as i need to wait for bestie renee to end training.So dear readers, im sorry for the short entry today, but i have pictures to company your time !
zuladly and zulhelmi
zierry and izzy having fun !

the boys from Rp
zierry posing for shots

introducing! MAN KECOH! : )

me and yiwen happy2. errmm, ignore the referee.
mary : no comment. izzy : peace!

Lets take some pictures before leaving!

thanks to fico for everything! : ) RP whoosh!
And that's it for today! zierry the referee blows the whistle, utt: huh? so fast finish? i want more fun ! :(
loves,
zul aka zierry.
Thursday, August 16, 2007 | 8:47 PM
this close to failing
every individuals have their good times and bad times.. some don't even accept the fact that they are having bad times. i just realized that my bad times are here! i don't know whether to be happy or not. but what's life without any spices in it? therefore, i have to accept these bad times. face everything slowly and develop times for happiness. :) well, these few days things had been going well ( as in school and studies ) BUT! i just felt that something is not going that well ! i don't know what is the cause of these. and maybe it is for me to find out more about it. When i'm in class, i'll get sad. Sometimes not only in class, but outside class. I dont know why i got sad. Maybe it is because of my health condition now ? my ulcers are still like that and i cant do much but to bear those pains. And for today, i started fasting. reasons, 1 ) to repay back those days which i didn't fast for the past years 2 ) to save money 3 ) to make myself a better individual4 ) to love life and people around me it really make myself a better person fasting, a lot of restrictions, but yeah, it makes me more a confident man to live life. : ) and so, something awakes me up! my grades! thanks to yenching classmate for sending me the excel file that calculates my gpa for the semester. i calculated mine. and found out that i was this _ _ close of having to retain another year for science! u know how much i hate science man. but i did made it lah. : ) thankfully. well, i blogged because i feel that i have to because it is kind of quiet in here. new blogskin, same blogger. Thanks for the comments! : ) loves.zierry*
Sunday, August 12, 2007 | 11:35 PM
14
yeah ! i got my blog changed ! : ) thanks to my mangkuk alane !! : ) she spent her time doing this for me and for her brother. sacrificing her study time for o levels. im going to pray for her o levels! jia you alane ! : )) please do have a nice time here with the music.. haha.. tag along people !
lots of love. <3
Wednesday, August 08, 2007 | 10:52 PM
Eve of a special day
hello ! : )
tomorrow's national day and i cant wait for it. time for updates.
Tuesday is UT day. Enterprise skills. Woke up so early to go school just for UT. I wasn't planning to skip school on that day because i already got 1 X and 1 F for science. This time it wasn't me who drag people to skip, it's Mary. She was like, "ponning"? haha. so i got influenced by them and ended up tagging along with them. We had breakfast in the canteen. So after that we left school to City Hall to catch a movie or something. the ones who skipped; zuladly, yiwen, mary, utt, farhana, yatie, farah and sha sha. we met giant (jia yian)? in city hall and she was like with her earpiece queing up to buy some donuts. FYI, that was the first time i went there. im sooo a lowlife man. So we waited quiet a long time to wait for those donuts. The auntie was like, "double choc ? followed by ? anything else ? " ( my hands suddenly felt so light that i almost lay my hands on her face. LOL. here are some pics u can take a look while waiting for those damn yummy donuts.
mary giant farah and donut yiwen
no comments for these 3.
yiwen and farhana, look at their faces, pon school ? weird.And so after everything we went ahead to esplanade. It's only me, yiwen, farhana and mary. since we are broke, we decided to slack and check out the environment there. : ) we talk and yeah i get to share my life stories with them on how i go about to have soccer in my life and stuffs. I taught them something new too which i hope they will really apply it to their game. When i talked to them, i somehow feel like going back to my secondary school and coach them while i forget about my school. But it is so a bad idea. Anyway i am proud to have them in my life. : ) lesson of my life. For those who watched movie that day, they missed a lesson i suppose.. hahaha. : ) well, how good my theory is depends on the 3 who listened to me. : )
really nice to pon huh yiwen ?
yiwen cute, farhana muke maintain, mary suke seh makan donut.
nice nice. whatever.
After those 3 girls went back to school, i met farhanah( my primary school CLASSMATE! ) at marina square. Im SOO happy to meet her lah ! it's like i get to meet the girl whom i always tease in class when i was young! : )Siti Suhaila, Khadijah, Farhanah, Hamdi, Othniel, Mardhiana, Aisyah Arin, Charmaine, Serene, and also Shafiq!
ouh man i miss them so much lah ! we had a reunion dinner in seoul garden. So cool. i ate and ate and ate and ate till i got full. ( i feel like going back in now to continue eating !) So we were like talking about those past and who's dead and who's alive, who's bad and who's good now. It is so fun reminiscing those times we had. We slacked at the exact place where i sat down with the girls earlier that morning. Talked and Chat till late night around 10.45pm. I waited for the bus for like half an hour. Finally i saw the bus service number 700A which was the last bus. I was in great relief. Reached home at 12 and boom, fell asleep. : )
makan!
the girls..
the guys.
i really enjoyed the day. especially when im with my pri sch classmates. Really do miss them sooo much. : ) thanks gang! : ) loves! Im not gonna say much as i think i've writtena pretty long entry. im bored. well, last words. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! LOVE YOU! : )
Monday, August 06, 2007 | 7:26 PM
14 is the number.
A wonderful week i had.first, lets talk about the PM visit.REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC OFFICIAL OPENING !well, it's fun. with all those cool people presenting themselves well during the event.i simply love it, the sad thing is those important people of mine like my besties didn't turn up for it. But nevertheless, i still have fun with the people around me. : ) the event goes smooth. and what's ugly, when pretty hot chicks faces were crushed by guys mosh-ing around. Indeed they turned ugly after that and my mood of dancing went off just like that. haha!
TEAM republic soccer! move on to the match held on Saturday. we played against a team. "Yellow team" haha. suppose to start at 6.30. but ended up starting at 7 because one of their key players got into an accident while on his way to republic poly stadium. He broke his arms. : ( we controlled the game well. i scored the 3rd goal. Before me was shahrizal with a blunder from the keeper, next was brian beautiful long range shot, after me was faiz(setan), assisted by my short wonderful mid-aired through ball. nison finished it with a simple volley to bring us to a 5 - 0 victory. : ) second half i was placed as a center mid, i think i performed really well. with the 14 number at my back. i can feel how henry's feeling in spain. : ) hahaha! thanks to bestie renee! Yiwen donut! and farhana ! they came and supported me during the game. well, not really me, but the team ! : ) love you people lah ! additionla thanks to mel who left early, nas, and also Ili ! : ) thanks for supporting the boys team ! i just felt that the bondings between us soccer boys and girls are getting stronger. Keep it up people! We republicans will get stronger! show OSG that we boys and girls worked together to win the TEAM OF THE YEAR! I don't care who is our bapak! whats important, we work together. towards success.
14 is the number.
Bestie and my new signing in republic poly after the game ended, we went to CWP to accompany my bestie to buy some stuffs. : ) we did managed to rush to mini toons. haha. Then 4 of us went to macdonalds to eat. It was noisy, but the whole macdonalds burst into great silence when bestie burst a long plastic bag blown with air! me, farhana and bestie was like soooo paiseh alrd, but yiwen looked at everyone who looked at us. She said in her CUTEEEE voice, " i dont expect it to be so loud. " she smiles. : ) simply love my donut can.. so cute. haha.. : ) 5 am in the morning i woke up. Left home at 5.30am. walk slowly towards the lrt to meet haryatie, yiwen, and yeeling at cck. so much for waking up early. Went to Bishan, meet the girls. (im the only guy lah sial. -.-") but luckily rajiv was there. : ) Rajiv is a nice guy. : ) I was struggling to find players for my team, in the end, i got 7 players exactly to play. cool. : ) Republic girls team flooded the venue with blooded red jerseys. And the guys, PM shirt, -.-" wonderful. First game, we lost by penalties, seriously talking, ngee ann poly cannot soccer team have no sense of teamwork. I dare to say, now. i mean it. Sorry if i have insulted or whatever, its just that it is soo boring playing with u guys. Individually, u guys are superb and wonderful players, but playing long balls always isn't a clean game. get that right man. learn how to work as a team, and win as a team. okay? i know republic lost to u guys, BY PENALTY, we aren't good also, but at least have possesion of urselves to play beautiful. FOOTBALL is about playing it beautiful, playing it beautiful in the name of football. make it nice, and enjoyable, not for selfishness and winning. second game, we won ngee ann, another team, by penalties also, im not really happy by our win, because we won by penalties, penalties gives each team 50 - 50 chances to win. So we got the luck by winning. : ) next game, against ITE, i scored during the last minute, tactical goal. smart move. hahah. next game, win against another ITE team, henry nailed the win again. cey! haha. i scored using my left leg again. wonderful. haha. NExt game! against REPUBLIC POLY ALSO! damn it! im so scared ah ! I have 7 exact players to play with, the other side have 6. we got the numbers, but mentality wise? we have it ? we conceded one goal ! and i was sooooo scared by then ! we struggled to score against the six man army! one goes down in their team, so they have 5. we made use of our numbers, and yes! i asssisted zulhelmi to score! i wasn't on my form that game, but i just made that simple cross to put ourselves back in the game. PENALTIES ! we won 5 - 4. scary ! we moved on to the semifinals. During the semis.. that same team we lost to. They scored one beautiful goal, i must admit, its wonderful. no one's fault, the team's fault. haha. we tried to scored back, but cant. The reason why is that FUCKING TEAM WAS WASTING THE TIME! they anyhow just to make sure the score stays at 1 - 0 ! and there's this indian guy, he walked slowly to take the ball to throw in. Come on brother, if your team is good, play ur game! see whether u guys got dick to defend us! But no, they wasted time to win. So much for making football beautiful huh? u guys really got no teamwork in playing. i got no comments for u people, lets hope we will meet during IVP. We lost the game, we won third and followed by ngee ann in second place and SMU for gold, Congrats for SMU. : ) the girls played really well, to cut it short, there's 2 teams in the top 3 places. Congrats! something broke me down too when i saw yiwen missed the penalty. She tried so hard putting it on the left to make it clean. But luck placed it to hit the post. I wanna tell her that it is okay after her team lost it, but before i start, tears went down her cheeks. " OH MY GOD! " yiwen's crying! i wanna comfort her and put her to smile again, but irna took her away from me. haha. " yiwen! it is okay to miss! it is not your fault or whatever okay ? you are a growing player! i have faith in you! JIA YOU! : ) zul's here! dont hesitate to ask for help! : ) That's about it, we went back home. Me, mary, faiz, yiwen, and farhana planned not to go school the next day. : ) haha. And so today, we did NOT go to school ! Lol!
Zuladly, and Yiwen (donut)
congrats girls! : )
faiz, me, and faizal. So after all these events happening, i got myself 4 medals! 2 golds and 2 bronzes. In one year. i still have more to come! : ) below here shows 3 medals,(from left to right) bronze medal for nssl open category, gold medal for under 18 category street soccer comp, and the tertiary open category open ( bronze) the fourth one is still with afiq, my brag medal! GOLD! love it.
my three medals + 1 . Long entry huh ? : ) good, can make u guys read long long. haha. well, i wanna thank those people who visited my blog often! : ) thank you sooo much people! do give comments about my entries yea? : ) and all the entries i wrote is based on a-day feelings, i wont drag it till tomorrow. what's been said stops here. : ) no hard feelings yea? its just about how i feel. : ) thanks everyone! with great love.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007 | 12:35 PM
happy